i hate it
i don't see the difference in anything
i'm clinging onto false hope
and i slip and stab my own intentions bloody.
why must i be forever damned?
why must i drag my body to live when life is dying out for me?
i am always second to none
there is no reason to look above
fuck this
and i cannot stand that
i lie back.
crying dying dreading and threading
many days that i'm leading, but beheading.
stop this madness, i ask of you--
i demand that you cease. but all will not alter.
you never waver.
i dream of a day where i could be
i sing and i smile, but its sadness concieved
i am emotionally fucked
and all my love is plucked
and i'm shit out of luck.
or should i say...
life sucks.
