3/6/2019
Dear Roman,
I see you walking down the halls at school. As you walk by, my eyes meet yours, yet you just turn away. What have I done wrong to not deserve your love? Deep inside I know you desire to be with me, yet you don't show it. I wish you would meet outside of our school building, so I could tell you how much I really care. I wish you could know what I'm feeling inside, but as I approach you, you still turn away.
I know I'm not popular or perfect as you, but if you could only know the true me inside. If only you would get to know me, then perhaps you might understand. You could discover my passion for you. You could discover how much I watch you talk to people you actually care for. You could discover my love. I only have one love. The only love I feel, I feel for you.
When I'm at home I wish you were there by my side. When I'm at home I'm lonely. But no, you do not care to talk to me, and not even look at me. Sometimes, however, I think I see a smile on your face as you walk away. Could that smile truly be for me? Perhaps it's for someone else. Someone that you love. Someone who loves you in return. But I am certain no one can feel the same love I feel for you. This is because, with you, I feel at home.
Love,
Allis
