Shades Of Red

Chapter one

Emiliana POV.
I have had it here I scream mentally I pull out my backpack and began to pack the last pictures of my parent before they were killed and my mother necklace the last thing I had of her. I put a few clothes in and soap and water bottle and drawing materials in as well that my dad left behind. 11 books 3000 pages per book 2,958 pages written so far just enough space to write my final entry.

I emiliana Sanchez will no longer stay to endure abuse that I do not deserve in any way. As I write this i realize no one will notice my disappearance til few weeks from now when you need something and even then may not care. I'm through with the torture mentally and physically no words can express what I've been through but I leave these books here in hopes it will help you learn from your mistakes. I forgive you because if I don't I'll never truly move on with my life to my mate even though you don't love me and rejected me for another I wish you all the best I leave you with hopes she will change you for the better. Goodbye and from this day on my name is no longer emiliana Sanchez!

I end the not with my signature and slide out my window and run to the place who I knew would welcome me with open arms it was over state lines but I needed the excessive anyways. I'm what the doctors call obese . Without looking back I look forward to what the future brings!

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The crescent moon pack
Location : Northern California

It was different being here alpha Zander was kind man late 20's apparently his mate died the same day he meet her. He's been training me for past 6 months I've lost all the weight but I don't recognize myself. Long grey hair with white streaks and blue eyes I look like my mom. I know wierd to have the hair color I do but it's a recessive gene not many werewolves get it let alone humans it was trademark along with my dimples and beauty mark on my left cheek. I was officially what they called hot with my sun kissed skin from being in Cali and no longer in Washington state where all it does is rain or be cloudy. I had abs that glisten when I swear or have oil on. I have thighs with muscles and well still a soft butt that I wished was more firm and double d Breast that I had to wear two sport bras to keep in place when working out. Life was different for me I got looks on the street from guys and sometimes even girls. I had become the alpha beta the other one got too old and stepped down. I was now known as shadow for a lot of different reasons. I was a seductress, a snipper , and loner I only talked when spoken to unless I was alone with the alpha which you could say him and I were and item now but only few new who's ranks where high enough I wanted it that way and he respected my decision. I was happy at peace finally thanks to Zander and his pack. If I didn't accidentally run over border years ago when I was 17 weeks before I left for good I probably still be at the damn pack wishing for Ryder to show me love. As I look in mirror at my tattoos I had sleeves and on right buttocks going down my thigh to my knee and even one big one between my breast going down my stomache and lastly one on my neck. I picked up my brush and brushed my wavy hair I braided it in usually fishtail and added jewels I then gel down my baby hairs and do my morning routine.

I looked through the closet and pulled out my Calvin Klein underwear black set and some baggy joggers and cropped hoodie with ofcourse two sport bras underneath we had meetings all day today and I wasn't looking forward to it I just new the council was going to give bad news they never got in. Contact unless it's something bad .....