Let Me In

Love & Evil

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Semi-Trigger warning? (Depends on who you are)

They try to tell you, be normal, well they told me, be different

You might be wondering who they are, well they are the voices in my head

they don't have a name, or at least that's what they told me, so I just call them they it suits them

I have no friends, my parents said I didn't need them, my parents aren't together either, never have, never will

My mom is a drug addict, my dad is kinda a weed smoker,

At 5 my mom said I should become a satanist, I told her no

She said I sold my soul to the wrong lord, I don't believe in that 'lord' I believe in Satan but I ain't a satanist

At 10 my mom said we should go to the zoo, she took me to a sacrifice

The same year she showed me whichcraft, I was intrigued

At 12 my dad wanted custody, he won

At least I got to keep doing whichcraft

The same year I wanted a car, my dad got me two black ones, I named them Nightmare and Dejavu

At 13 I found out what porn was, i was horrified

The same year my dad pulled me out of school, I was being home schooled now

At 14 my mom wanted to visit me for the first time since I was 12, I agreed she took me to another ritual, I hadn't seen it after

At 15 my mom got arrested for attempted murder, she said it was a sacrifice satan didn't want, I said she was crazy

The same year I found shooter games

At 16 I got my first gun, a present from my father

The same year I was diagnosed with Bipolar, Depression, anxiety, anorexia, you name it I probably have it, I was labeled crazy, I was, I had to go to the mental hospital twice, once by choice, the other time, it was my dad who put me there for my safety

Same year I found out I'm a Psychopath

I was fucked Up, my dad said I needed some friends now he said it would help cope

Now a year later I'm 17 and I'm re-joining public school, this should be fun