6:45am and I'm still laying in my bed, watching the sun rise from behind blue mountains.
My limbs are sore but I make no move.
With a million thoughts running through my head and I'm struggling to keep them at bay.
Tomorrow is all I think about without appreciating the here and now.
I've got to get out of my head and stop wondering about what could have been.
If a little six year old girl made some different choices, would I still be sitting here awake?
