A Letter For My Heartmate.

Letting go means you have to stop, sometimes it's just means you have to take a rest and wait until the one you love comes back. Just like what i did. :)

It's hard to chase for someone who keeps her distance far towards you.

It's hard to fight if you were fighting against someone's pride. But it's even

harder to wait for something specially when it's like you were waiting for

NOTHING. But one thing I'm assure of, that my love for you won't get

change. ILOVEYOU still.. I always will.

I tried harder to reach out to you but I get nothing in return. It's as if I

didn't exist. I know so much has happened and to much time had passed,

that it's too late to patch things up. We've causes a lot of heartaches

towards each other I know. And perhaps you were tired with the same

old drama you encountered when you were with me. And it's about the

freedom you've found and had been choosen over me. It kills me, though,

seeing you happy without me is I guess an enough reason for me to just

let you walk away in My Life. I give my best, but I think, that is not enough

to make you stay.

So I want to say SORRY, for I think I never yet give my all for me to win

you back, have you back. I'm Sorry for all the sadness and pain I've causes

you back then. I'm Sorry for making you cry sometimes. I'm Sorry for I can't

change for somebody you wanted me to be.

I guess, I have to let you go now. It's not because I want to, it is because

you had finally found someone else to love. Who may be that person is,

swerte nya. Because you were somebody that will always be proud of to

have. I loses the chance to keep you until the end, but it's always been about

you, about the actions that you make, about the decisions you make, and

choices you make. And you chooses to live your life without me in it, so I have

to accept that. Ikaw pa din yung commander syempre. And as long as I can

see you happy, then I guess I'll be okay with that.

Let me tell you for the last time, that ONCE IN MY LIFE, I came to the point

where I am CONTENTED and just HAPPY LIVING, simply because I HAVE YOU

AROUND. And that YOU MAKES MY LIFE WORTH LIVING during those times.

And I will always be VERY THANKFUL for you let me had the CHANCE to be a

PART OF YOUR LIFE. We will be heading our separate lives now. You, towards

the path away from me, and Me, still standing on the place where you left me.

Still hoping for you to look back, but not until I get tired. Carry My Heart

wherever you may be, and when you get tired carrying it, I hope, I could finally

be able to find someone new who will help me to get over with all the horrible

things I've been through.

And I Miss You.. Always..

My Dearest Ham, I'm letting you go now..