Unforgettable

        I watched as she walked away. The rain made it comepletely dark outside. Everything was washed away and you couldn't seem to be able to see anything. Her eyes were the last thing I remembered as she turned away from me..Heartbroken.

        That's not the sight I wanted to see, but I did. That made me break on the inside. She's the only one I've completely loved. She's the one I'll ever love. Not the girl at the party. Not the skateboarder, emo wannabe. Just her.

        Her name was stuck in my head for the rest of the night. As I started my long walk back home, trying to forget about her completely, the memories wouldn't go away. The way she would smile in hardly any of her pictures, her lucsious brown eyes she hated so much, but they were the main feature about her that caught my attention most. Her soft touch. Everything about her made my heart melt. I always told myself I didn't know what I would do without her. Now I do know.

        The only thing that I do to make all of the pain go away. Cut.

        She needed to get out of my head and out completely. I'll never get her back, ever. So the only way to get away from her completely is to end it all. Everything needs to be ended. My life.

        Tears sprang to my eyes at the thought of leaving everyone behind. I can't do that to my mom. She needs me. Shes's sick. So is my sister, she needs me. I can't leave her with our step dad to ruin her life. Jason, my older brother, he's old enough to fend for himself. Not my sister, though. My mother, an alcoholic, needs my help, especially since she's also sick.

        That name just keeps running through my head non stop. I just can't forget about her. I need to. It was so unique, though. Just go the fuck away!

        Jasmine.

        She's got me wrapped around that one little finger of hers, and I can't seem to make her leave my mind. Even after all those months of trying to ignore her, I had to come back.