In My Blood (Posie)

Why

***SMUT WARNING***

I know a girl, she's like a curse. We want each other, no one will break first.

Josie still lived at Penelope's. Josie knew that it was a recipe for disaster. But it was Penelope's idea, actually. She said that they could turn the office into a spare room. That way they wouldn't have to fight over who gets custody of their pets. Josie could sense that wasn't the true reason why Penelope still asked her to stay. But she didn't question it. She'd rather have Penelope close by than not at all. Lizzie thought it was a bad idea. MG too. But Penelope was her kryptonite and she never thought rationally when it came to her.

Penelope slowly started to come home more often. But the routine of caring for the girl when she came home drunk never changed. The only thing that changed was that instead of falling asleep with her ex girlfriend's arms around her, she fell asleep cuddling Bodhi.

But one night, Penelope and Josie went out with their friends to the club. Josie got drunk. Penelope, like she did on most nights, also got drunk.

Penelope was dancing with a girl a little too close for Josie's comfort. So she glared at her ex. Penelope noticed and she stared back. With liquid courage, Josie would find a way to discreetly draw her attention away, either by subtly touching her ex or getting close with another person. Then, Penelope would do the same thing Josie did. And the cycle continued.

They'd unspokenly declared a jealousy war. If everyone weren't so intoxicated or if anyone actually paid attention, they'd see it. The two would pull in random strangers, flirt with them even. But when the strangers would try and actually make a move on them, they'd look the other way because the girls had no real interest in them. They were just using other people to get a rise out of the other. It was clear the Josie and Penelope wanted each other. But neither of them would do anything about it.

The night out with their friends ended. They'd silently shared an Uber ride back to the apartment. When the two arrived home the sexual tension between them was through the roof. And Josie broke.

They awkwardly entered their apartment and stood by the door. Against her better judgement, Josie slammed Penelope against the door and did what she had wanted to do all night. She kissed her. Penelope instantly returned it. The alcohol in their system was just beginning to subside but their lips had each other intoxicated all over again. Josie kissed down from Penelope's mouth to her jaw. Penelope drew in a deep breath in an attempt to quell her quickly dissolving composure. She then went to her neck, spending extra time sucking and tracing her tongue over the spot at the base of her throat that she knew made Penelope weak. She made her way further down, kissing between the valleys of the girl's breasts. She could see the goosebumps on her ex's skin. She revelled in the fact that she still had this effect on her.

But then Penelope switched their positions. And Penelope's on top. Penelope's kissing down her neck and she stops behind her ear. Her breath tickling her skin.

"I never told you how sexy you looked tonight." Penelope whispered into Josie's ear before pulling her lobe between her teeth and her hands began roaming her body freely.

Her hot breath against her skin sobered Josie up pretty quickly. Josie came to her senses. "Penelope." Josie weakly contested as Penelope ventured further down.

"Do you want me to stop?" Penelope asked as she made her way back up and hovered just above Josie's lips.

"This feels wrong." Josie voiced out of breath.

Penelope husked. "But I'm about to make it feel so right." She dipped her head bringing their lips together gently.

"I'm serious." Josie said, breaking from the kiss. "We're drunk and we're not together anymore."