⋆ 𝐟𝐞𝐥𝐥 𝐢𝐧 𝐥𝐮𝐯; playboiuzi

𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐞𝐞!

jordan

it was saturday and i woke up with the worst headache after last night. since i didn't have anywhere to be i decided to sleep in a bit longer. after i woke up i decided to take a shower.

as the warm water continued to fall on my skin my thoughts began to clutter my mind. i remembered the weird new boy, and how much i wanted to know more about him. he was so awkward when we talked, but after our encounter he seems more intriguing. i want to get to know him better. my mind drifted over to amethyst. fuck. the amount of stress she causes in my life is immeasurable. to be completely honest, i want nothing more but to just cut her out of my life, and after everything she's done that's what i should do, but i just can't, at least i haven't yet.

after all the times she's hurt me, i still can't find a way to break up with her. i don't even know if we are even dating, i just know we are still fucking with each other.

after i finished cleansing my body and drying off, i put on some clothes and headed downstairs to make some breakfast.

i walked into the dining room only to see michael passed out on the kitchen floor. i was just about to check to see if he was okay when he awoke.

"...i'm so fucking wasted jordan, like you ain't even know. my head is killing me." michael wouldn't stop whining so i just got him some ibuprofen and left him alone. he was like a big ass baby, always needing something.

i poured myself some cereal and sat down at the dining table. i was finally feeling like i could rest for a bit until someone texted me. i rolled my eyes, annoyed to see that it was just amethyst.

amethyst💜: hey baby

hey

amethyst💜: my parents are out of town, you should come over later baby, i have a lil suprise for you 😘

i wasn't even interested in her anymore. i didn't care for any of her games, especially today when my body feels like shit.

damn baby, but ion think i can make it today, we got wasted last night

amethyst💜: you won't come over for me baby??

look, i'll try to make it for you baby ❤️

i really didn't want to go see her, but i feel as if i had to. i just feel like i'm trapped in a relationship nobody wants to be in.

"hey jordan." it was the new boy. i looked up from my phone to see him standing there wearing... booty shorts? why the fuck was he wearing those? what reason does he have to wear those? i've worn some strange shit before but nothing like this, the fuck?

"uh..hey."

he turned around to make food and that's when i noticed.

his ass was fat and round, and his legs looked so soft and smooth, there wasn't a single hair to be found on them. his thighs and calves were toned, but definitely not muscular. it felt like i was staring for too long and he must have sensed i was, because he turned back around and saw me gazing at him.

"oh, you like what you see?" his tone was teasing and seductive.

"fuck no! the fuck you think this is?" what was this nigga on?

"well it seems like you love looking at it." he shook his ass a bit and i practically drooled, but i quickly snapped out of it. he ain't no girl and i ain't gay.

"hell nah, i ain't with that fruity shit. don't be doing shit like that."

———

the door opened and there stood amethyst. she was wearing a red robe.

"hey baby." she tried to put on a seductive voice but it wasn't really doing anything for me.

"hey." i leaned down a bit to kiss her.

i was barely in the house before amethyst quickly took my hand and led me upstairs. we reached her bedroom and she told me to lay on the bed. i didn't really want to do anything with her, but i still complied.

she started to strip the robe off and i already knew what was happening. every time after we got into a fight or if i'm ignoring her she does this. the truth is, she simply just doesn't impress me anymore. i just don't love her anymore after all the times she's hurt me.

amethyst was wearing a black lace bra and matching panties. soon she was on top of me straddling my lap and kissing all over me. usually i would have been turned on by this, but ain't feeling it with her no more.

"what's wrong babe? am i doing something wrong?" she stopped kissing me and looked up at see if i was alright.

"look, we need to talk." there it is. "i just ain't really feeling it anymore." at least i got that over with.

"what do you mean you ain't feeling it no more? it's another female ain't it? you fucking with another girl?" she kept questioning me.

"there ain't no other female, i just don't want to be in this toxic ass relationship anymore.

"what the fuck do you mean jordan? this ain't no toxic relationship." she acts as if nothing has happened, as if she's done nothing to hurt me.

"whatever, you know whatchu did bitch. i'm not gon argue with you" i got up from the bed and headed for the door.

"you gon miss me jordan! you really gon miss me!"

———

i grabbed the keys from my pocket and unlocked the door. the first thing i see is michael and all his lame ass friends he brought over on the couch we had by the dining room.

"hey jordan." it was the weird new nigga. hell nah, i ain't got no time for this, i was too damn tired

"hell nah leave me the fuck alone." i stormed off to me room because i just wanted to be alone and reflect on what just happened earlier.

"DON'T TALK TO SYMERE LIKE THAT YOU STRING BEAN BUILT BITCH!"

it was jahseh. he was annoying as fuck too and apparently one of symere's besties now. symere. that was his name. he continued to threaten me after i slammed my bedroom door on him.

"I'LL KILL YOU WITH MY BARE HANDS AFTER I SACRIFICE YOUR SOUL TO SATAN DONT PLAY WITH ME!"

i ignored him. i just wanted to rest, but i couldn't keep my mind off symere. he really was... something.

a/n: i finally updated . i want to update more but i'm so uninspired and school takes my time away . this is unedited so there might be mistakes .

...also amethyst is iggy azaleas real name...
yeah...

anyway i love all y'all so much 💘💘💘 !