Because You Loved Me-A Kaira FF

DAY 1

Finally!!! I am up with the new chapter of Because You loved me. All of your love and support has finally made me move my lazy mind and come up with something interesting for the story to go on. If you may or may not have noticed, I have deleted the last chapter of the story, because what I thought of then, didn't plan out in my mind as I had imagined. So now the story stands with "Mission Ignore Kartik". Please do shower your love and support. One tiny reason why i discontinued with the story was because the number of votes and comments were drastically reducing. So I was quite skeptical whether you guys were liking the story or not. So yeah!!! Keep voting, keep reading and keep watching Kaira.
Note:  Please read the previous chapter to just refresh what is going on.
So here we go......

Day 1
"Naira...Naira..Wake up, wake up, Open the door will you!!!?!" This was the voice I woke up to. Opening my tightly shut eyes bit by bit, not that I had a peaceful slumber last night, it was same old restless one, but I did catch some sleep in the early hours, so I was still feeling quite groggy. The voice kept on screaming but I was still in bed, there was nobody in my room, then where was the voice coming from?
That is when I realised I had in my sleep attended the call of Payal, who was shouting through the speaker of the phone. I shuffled through the bed, finally getting my hands on the phone and put it to my ear."Naira, are you alive? What's wrong? Why are you not talking? Did someone kill you in your sleep last night???Nairaaaaa!!!! Nairaaaa??!?" Payal just went on and on. Even in my sleepy state I couldn't help but giggle at my cute and hysterical neighbour who was worried the world about me. " Good morning, This is Naira Singhania reporting alive and breathing" I managed to say into the phone. "Thank God!!You are alive. Now move your lazy ass out of the bed and come open the door. We have a lot of talking to do young lady,Rise and shine meri darling". "Yes, ma'am I am right at it" and cut her call. I woke up from the bed, she had said " Rise and shine" but there was nothing to look forward to.Each day same old,same old.
"Finally!! The mummy awakens!! I am telling you, I am going to get old, just banging at your door" Said Payal. I reallt must appreciate her, so early in the morning, yet her charm and humor charged for the entire day. "I saw her face changing slightly, "So did you manage to sleep last night? After all the happenings of the day?" she asked with concern clearly written over her face. Happenings? What happe..... Oh shit!! How did I even manage to forget that. Him!! He was now here. He was my nect door neighbour, living and breathing right behind the wall in my apartment.All that planning, all the ways, Mission ignore Kartik, how did it pass out of my mind? How can I forget? "Nothinv new Payal, him coming next door doesn't change anything. It is the same as when he wasn't here. My feelings and hatred towards him hasn't changed a bit. So what if he lives right next to me? It doesn't change the way I used to feel about" I managed to say even when the words were So unwilling to come out. Even in my dreams, I can't think about or even speak of hating or forgetting him. Even Payal knows that and that's why I guess she did what she did next. Engulfed me in a warm hug. That hug was all I needed I guess, because I could myself coming back to my senses. Time to get to work fellas.

Day in and day out , and I can happily say that I have not crossed paths with Kartik the entire day today. Not so happiltly I guess. Because the tiny litlle amber lover girl inside me, just wanted to have a glance of him even if it was for a second. All these days when he was far away from my sight, it was easy to manage all the hate and anger and channel it towards him. But now it is becoming difficult. He is messing uo my thoughts and I can feel it. Whether it was my perfect planning or his, we didn't run into each other neither at our workplace nor here at the apartment. I guess I can happily go rest for the day and with that thought in my mind I went to the elevator. Guess I was too fast with my words. Because, Tada!! There he was inside the elevator already going up and I had just then presses the button. To think how blessed our fates are with elevators!!!! Urghhh!!!! I knew the right thing according to my mission was step back, let him go and wait for the next turn. But no, the sherni within me who was in hibernation all these days decided to awaken and thus I stepped into the elevator. He looked cool and composed, as if he was totally not affected by my presence and that could be the truth also. So I decided to do the same, even if just his mere presence was sending goosebumps in my skin. It was all going well. He was in his corner and I in mine. Everything was going smoothly, but the balance had to be interrupted by fate and so entered into the lift a lovey dovey couple. They were all over each other, madly giggling, whispering and what not. Just a replica of what we used to be long ago.

And so my mind spiralled down the lane and there we were, in the elevator of the hotel we were staying at once during Kartik's business. Usually I don't accompany him but just that once I had gone along. That whole day had been hectic and we were just then coming from our dinner. Kartik being the majnu he used to be had become all charged up after dinner. Luckily for him it was just the two of us on the elevator from the ground floor, so the environment was just perfect for him. The elevators doors hadn't even closed and before I knew it I was against the walls of the elevator, a squeal coming out from me by his sudden action. His face was so close to mine and he was beaming wide, his forhead laid against mine. We were just in the moment, just us ,Kartik and Naira,  away from the world, away from family nad everyone. It was just us, Kaira, i side the elevator. His deep brown eyes were just piercing mine, his stare was so deep, i can feel myself sinking second by second. He just tilted my chin up, and I could see his eyes zoning in on my lips. This wasn't the first time he was gonna kiss me. There have been times even more intense and sensuous than this. But each time was a like a new lease of life. Each time his lips moulded into mine, was like the very first time, so special and so precious. He was moving in near, I could feel his breath quickening. I guess it was the same for him everytime we kissed. We were still like the new lovers on the block, who were anxious about their first kiss. That was how pure our love was. It was just a slight brush of his lips on mine. A caress softer than the wind. That's what made him different. He worshipped me like the most precious thing he had laid his hands on. It was just a few pecks on my lips, peck aftet peck, not more than a second but enough to last in my memories forever. I knew he was playing with me, evident by that huge grin on his face and thus I decided to take the game foward. Before he knew it, I pulled him by his collar and the next thing we know, we were sucking onto each other's lips like our lives depended on it. That was how it was for us. As the time went on, our kiss just intensified and we had to break it to take a breath. But Kartik was in no mood to stop. He just kissed along my jawline and along the side of my neck. He knew my favourite spot, near my pulse point and thus he kissed there repeatedly,  making me go weak in my knees. I just extended my neck giving him better access and that was all he needed. He was just showering that area with tiny wet kisses, one after the other and suddenly bit into my skin. "Kaaartikkk!!!" I couldn't help moaning softly. We knew were in a elevator, and our luck, there could also be cameras in the elevator. But when we were at times like this, we just forgot the entire world out there and it was just us. In the cocoon of our tiny little world of love. He bit again and sucked softly on that area and I just couldn't control my moans. That area was turning into a bright red hickey tomorrow. I couldn't help but laugh in my head, thinking about all I have done to hide such hickeys on a regualr basis.  The lift pinged, indicating we have reached our floor. But only I was aware of that as he was still busy kissing me, behind my ears. I was a total goner but still was a little alert so that others couldn't see our public display of our love. When we finally came out of the elevator, my cheeks a flaming red from his actions and his hair all ruffled up in weird directions, which was my doing as I had done that when he was kissing me wildly, a wide cheeky smile on our faces, I knew the night was gonna be long tonight.
End of flashback.
I guess the same thing was running in his mind too, guessing the way he was slightly smiling, stealing glances at me and I stood cheeks all flamed up thinking about our wild and crazy days. Then it struck me that it was not gonna happen again as he had ruined it all. How can he still be smiling like that whem he was the one who threw our relationship away. I could feel slight tears stinging my eyes. And there I was thinking I had escaped him all day. That may be a truth. I can escape him but our memoriea, they are still alive and breathing, in every corner , eating me up each day. I can never escape our memories. It is too strongly etched to be erased now.  Thankfully the elevator reached our floor and I dashed out of it, because I did not want him to know I was crying. I did not want to feel weak in front of him. After all these months of building me up again,  every second of his presence was striking me like never before and I don't know how much more longer I can hold up.

Hi lovelies!!! Finally the chapter is up.I hope you guys enjoy it. Please leave your valuable comments and precious. That is what keeps me going. This chapter not spell checked.
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