Summer Of Bullshit

The bullshit

It was summer '17 and I was out here thottin' and boppin' , fucking and sucking any and everything that walked passed. My mom was on drugs and I ain't know my daddy. So I did what I wanted. I've been taking care of me and my sister Nya since I was 9 years old. And today is finally my 18th birthday. I been messing with this nigga name Chris for 4 years now. I met him when I was 14, he was 28. He buys me what ever I want. He got me a car when I was 16 and he pays my mamas rent so me and Nya have somewhere to lay our heads. All I gotta do is fuck him and suck his dick when he wants. His mother takes care of the rest.

Yes his mom. This nigga is 32 and still live with his mother. Well I should say his mother lives with. However that shit goes it's weird and one of them needs to move out.

One night I was over there, we was fucking and getting wild in the shower and this bitch came in and call herself cleaning the bathroom and this nigga gon tell me to "ignore her" I grabbed my shit and left.

It was the morning of my birthday and I was getting ready for my party later that night. Chris paid for everything but I had to do the planning and I still had a lot to do. I had to get my hair done, nails done, makeup done and I still couldn't find the perfect outfit. I sat on the bed and stared out the pile of new clothes on the floor wondering which dress I should put on when my phone began to ring. It was Chris. He was calling me to tell me to come outside he had a surprise for me. When I walked outside it was a white Jeep with a red bow and a short strapless dress laying on the front and he was holding a pair of black Christian Louboutin in his hand. I jumped on him and rapped my legs tightly around his waist. I could've fucked him right there outside in front of the neighbors.
I screamed "OH Thankyou baby. I couldn't figure out what I was going to wear tonight. You always come through for me."
I kissed him and told him I would see him later at the party and ran back in the house to get dressed for my nail appointment.
Of course I had to run and tell nya to look outside to see what my baby had bought me but she wasn't in her room. Where she was at I don't know. But I didn't have time to worry about that. She was always leaving and no telling me where she was going. Besides I had to much to do today.

I hopped in the car and headed to my nail appointment then my hair appointment. My best friend was the only person I let touch my head and I knew she was have my shit laid. By time she was finished my hair I had to rush back home get in the shower and get dressed. When I got home Nya was still no where to be found and I've been calling her all day. 9:00 rolled around and it was time for me to leave to get to my party so I guess Nya would meet me there.

11:00 is here no sign of Nya or Chris. I'm starting to get worried. I've been calling them all night and I haven't gotten an answer. Me and my best friend gets in the car and ride past my house to see if Nya was there but she wasn't. We drove to to Chris moms house and Chris car is parked outside. I walked in and I yell his name twice and didn't get an answer. I walk up the steps and I hear moaning when I get to the top. I crack the door and there is my little sister fucking my man. I tip toed down the steps to get the gun Chris leaves under the coffee table and ran back up stairs and shot both of them in the back of the head.

It was summer'17 when I found out I had to spend the rest of my life in jail for killing my boyfriend and my little sister