I'm feel so worthless.
I'm always hated everywhere I go.
I can never do anything right.
I dont know why I keep going sometimes.
My life has been hell for the past 5 years I dont know what to do anymore.
I cant even do my job right and that can get someone on my team killed.
I'm such a worthless piece of shit and know one will ever be there for me.
I just need someone to be there for me and not always yell at me or hate me.
I thought I could run from my problems but it turns out that they just fallow you everywhere you go.
Why does my life have to be a living hell. Why cant life be like the stories we read were everything is always they way we want it to be.
I'm sorry for ranting but I just need to let it out.
I hate my life sometimes.
Sometimes I just want an out but I cant find it.
