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" I'm a HEARTLESS STUPID WORTHLESS JERK.
I made her cry, i've hurt her, i made her believe with my stupi lies and i made her die inside.
i know she's hurt. she's hurt so bad but i didn't mean it.
i just wish that i could turn back time. "
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I'm KAZEL CRUZ, 1st year college student. i have a temporary girlfriend, she's SHAZILYN BUENAVENTURA soon to be my permanent wife ^________________^ v
i know it's too early to say these things but i'm sure about my feelings. i really love her so much. hindi naman kasi siya mahirap mahalin. she's beautiful, matalino, mabaet, sweet and anything a man would love about a girl. nagkakilala kami nung 3rd year highschool. i was a transferee back then, akala ko nga magiging forever alone ako eh. pero napaka friendly ni Shazi, she help me cope up with my new classmates. hanggang sa narealixze ko na lang na mahal ko na siya. niligawan ko siya agad tapos sinagot niya naman ako after 2 mos. JANUARY 18 20** to be exact. Shazi and i love each other, naiingit nga samin yung mga kabatch namin eh, PERFECT COUPLE daw kasi kami. but things change when we enter college.
nahirapan kaming mag-cope up sa new surroundings. mas mahirap pa ang communication kasi magkaiba kami ng course. i took up architecture while she took up accountancy. first year pa lang super busy na. sobrang dami ng homneworks, projects, etc. every sunday na lang kami nagkikita tuwing magsisimba tapos minsan nakakatext ko rin siya pero super minsan lang talaga yun. but still we continue our relationship. basta mahal namin ang isa't - isa kami pa rin 'till the end right !?
JANUARY 18, 20**
ngayon ang 2nd anniversary namin ^_____^ we agreed to clear all our schedule for today para may time naman kami sa isa't - isa.
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from: Girlfriend <3 [My Shazilyn]
" a real BOYFRIEND knows how to value a relationship no matter how many girls come, he doesn't care. because for HIM, HIS GIRLFRIEND IS THE BEST "
yown oh !! :""""""""""""""> Goodmorning BOYFIE !! *O*
happy 2nd anniversary !! tibay natin no !? syempre love natin yung isa't - isa eh :)))) iLOVEYOU & iTRUSTYOU :** kahit na napakadaming girls sa paligid mo alam ko na ako lang yung mahal mo.
see ya later ! mwa :****
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kung ganong message naman ang makikita mo sa umaga, kumpleto na raw mo palagi. but this isn't like the anniversary we had last year, something will change after these.
dinala ko si Shazi sa favorite naming ice cream parlor. actually pinareserve ko talaga to for this day. para may privacy naman kami.
"HAPPY ANNIVERSARY BOYFIE !!" she said then she kissed me on my cheeks.
i smiled weakly, "happy anniversary girlfriend" and then i kissed her, full of love atleast kahit dito man lang mapadama ko sakanya kung gaano ko siya kamahal.
