It was a lovely day, I got a new job as the managers assistant for a new k pop group that just launched. PMG, they didn't have a big fandom but the fans they did have adored them, i put on a standard black shirt and pants and added a few accessories that Morning as i got ready. i was just about to graduate high school, my auntie was friends with the manager and got me the job with a lot of convincing.i got into my car and just remembered i forgot my phone, the, just ran inside and got it for it's GPS. Imagine if I left my phone on the first day on the job. What a mess that would be. I pass many stop lights and even go to McDonald's to buy a quick snack. I knew the PMG members treat there fans really nice and some are cute while others aren't all that, overall they looked like normal fellas. Ryder was the least popular of the group but all the fan girls loved him. He is really smart cute and funny, Gabe was just smart, he is Asian, but doesn't look much like it. His face was kinda weird and looked like an alien, but all the older fans loved him for his smarts. While Ethan was the normal standard edgy boi. All the angsty Tumblr girls loved him. The other members Ian was always tapping his fingers or pen and Kenneth was that naughty one. The team always joked and had a fun time, even though they fight you know they all loved each other and get along. They seemed like a happy bunch. Once i finally arrived to the office i go the the front desk, the building was tall, maybe 10 stories high? The walls are grey and white and had a lot of modern decore. The woman working at the front desk looked kinda upset and depressed. She instructed me how to get to the managers office and you were on your way. Up 4 stories and to the right of the hall. I was greated by the manager sarra. She wasn't a pale Asian girl but she was kinda brown. She had a short Bob and always had it up most the time, you could see all the lose hair she pinned up as the day gone on. I kinda thought she was a bitch who deserves to die, and you could catch.her off gaurd alot. The first task was to sit and talk to her. Sarra Introduced me to the job and the task I had to fill. I was in charge of helping with the members social pages to make sure fans wouldn't be upset from post and things like that. I was also tasked to help with a photo shoot they had in two days. I was sent to get boss a coffee. I remember, 60% creamer and the rest coffee. She liked her coffee sweet. She did have a big sweet tooth for cookies and cakes. As I walked to the kitchen to the coffee maker Ryder stopped me in the way. He was confused as to who I was. I was never around, considering it was my first time on the job. "What are you doing?" He said really mean, as if fans came and snuck in the building all the time. I heard rumors of it but no one knew if it was true. I looked back up at him. Was about the average height. He didn't look mean, from all the videos on the news he seemed like a really nice person. He looked to cute to have a scary aura around him. I was cornered near the coffee machine as I was just doing my job. I was scared, what if something bad happens on the first day on the job. Ryder looked at me with blushed Rosey cheeks."hey.... Um.... You're kinda cute for a fan..." I didn't know what to say. I would never date a co-worker, but then again he thought I was a crusty fan. I was dazed for a moment. I looked right into his beautiful eyes and said this "sorry Ry ry, but I'm no fan, I'm the new assistant for your manager, and I don't tolerate this kinda of behavior" at that moment I knew I blew my chances for ever getting with him. Just as I finished the sentence Gabe walks into the room. He is puzzled by the sight of Ryder standing so close to some random girl."Ryder who is this?" He says in a confused yet stern voice. Ryder backs off and looks at Gabe. "Apparently this is sarra's new assistant" he says. I wave at him awkwardly as I felt I was not accepted into the work place. I was only a 18 year old girl who knew nothing. It was my first job and I felt like I already screwed up everything. Gabe gestures Ian to come Into the room. The coffee machine just finished and I gone to grab it. I rush to add the creamer and nugd Ian and Gabe away from the door way. I wall back to boss's office and right before I open the door Ian shouts at me "good luck with this job" all of them knew I would break and I wouldn't last a day. All because I was getting coffee. I was overwhelmed with many emotions and after my day was over I ran into the women's bathroom. I cried for a good 30 minutes before cleaning my makeup and fixing myself. Just as I was leaving I ran into Ryder again. I tried to ignore him but he tapped me on the shoulder, you can't Ignore something like that. I turned around and looked at him. We had a short pause and we looked at every detail in each other's face for a good two seconds. he had brown eyes and black hair, it looked really soft he had beautiful freckles all over his face.. Hey I'm sorry for the way I treated you earlier" he puts his hand on the back of his neck. "The boss told me that you are new and that we should treat you like any other employees" I tell him it's fine and that it was ok. I knew many crazy fan girls bother them all the time. I dont blame them for thinking I'm a freak.