SOMEBODY CALL 911 !!

You don't know me!

         Ever since I was little I had anger issues and as I grew the rage grew I tried to stop it but it hurt me everytime I tried and any time I tried to tell someone I would feel so much pain but anytime I ignore the pain and want to complete what I'm saying I either black-out or hurt the person...talk about prison right...but now I'm in high school in it's worse than ever so I try to avoid people and gatherings , in other words...I bacame a hermit...anti-social...alone...Until a new boy came , Jake, he was kind , sweet , funny, and smart not to talk about HANDSOME!!! ...I wanted to be his friend but I just couldn't because I feared I would hurt him so I kept to myself...but one day he walked up to me and said...

"Hi I'm Jake " holding out his hand with an unwipeable smile on his face

His smile was so contagious I had to return it "Hi ...Anna" I said shaking his hand

"Anna...I like that name" taking his seat beside me "Well Anna we haven't ever talked"

As he sat I stared into his big blue eyes and I just couldn't help smiling "Yah I know" I said looking down playing with my fingers

"Can you tell me about yourself"

At this question my smile left but my eyes were still fixed on my fingers

When he noticed I was no longer happy he was confused  "I'm sor-"

I cut him off looking up again at his wonderful honest filled eyes "no don't be sorry " trying to manage a smile "it's just that people dont know me and I like it that way"  putting my hands on his

"But I want to know you" Removing his hands and over lapping it on mine

I couldn't help the tears that formed in my eyes "You can't " I said bluntly , I could see the confusion on his face so I just looked away , towards the window when I felt his warm hand pull my tears filled face to face his

"Ok" he said , wiping my tears "But can we still be friends"

I could see the honesty in his eyes"Yah" I managed to say in between sobs as he pulled me into a tight hug

I either was heart broken or the void in my heart was filling up but either way I was over-whelmed...noone has ever approached me let alone wanted to become my friend who wants to be a friend to a freak and someone witb major anger issues ...I never wanted the moment to end as I closed my eyes ...

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See ya Amis,

Chi;)