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It was a long boring day and I found myself on snapchat adding random people. There was this one particular guy I added, he seemed familiar. I remembered my friend texting him on her phone and I decided to add him. I didn't text him right away after I had added him but probably a couple weeks after. I questioned his name since at the time it was "depression". I just guessed we were both depressed, and I was right. It had felt like I had known him for a long time though I just talked to him once. As the time went on and whenever I would text him we both would only ask eachother questions, as a way of getting to know each other i guess. Soon enough we knew each other more than a lot of people. Soon enough i thought of him as a close friend, though he probably didn't think of me as one. I may have even developed feelings and didn't notice. When he didnt text back in a while I felt empty. When I couldn't text him I missed him. But could I tell him how you felt? No, the first time I noticed my feelings it was already too late, he had already found a girlfriend and I couldn't do anything abou it. I was willing to keep my feelings to myself because as long as he was happy, I didn't care about what else was going on.

A/N: You have to understand how embarrassing this is for me to write, knowing the person this is based off of will probably read this. Though this is all true.

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