Gay For You (BoyxBoy)

Love

Nick's POV

I walk into the office like i normally would. I say hello to everyone and go sit down. As I take a seat Jacob smirks and says "Looking fine today. Hot date after work?"

I blush. "No. I just wanted to dress up for you." I look down laughing as this wasn't a joke. But he cant know that.

"Cool. You still being a loser playing that stupid tik tac stuff?" He smirks knowing he said it wrong.

"Tik-Tok, and yes. It's a fun app. We should do something for a video. I bet it will blow up!" I look into his eyes as I say this. He sighs.

"Okay. But we have to be quick. We just got here. If the boss sees us messing about, we'll get our asses handed to us on a gold platter."

I laugh at his joke, then quickly explain what it is we'll be doing. He agrees.

I'm wrighting on my hand a joke. He pushes, twist, then pulls at my hand to show the words 'you're gay' written. He's goning to pretend to be hurt.

~Five minutes later~

"Okay. Ready?" I ask putting my hand out.

"Yes." I press start a few seconds after he says this.

He pushes on my hand, twist my finger, then pulls my finger to reveal 'you're gay'.

He then, to my surprise, holds up 'for you' on his hand. I laugh as the video comes to an end, thinking its a joke.

I quickly shrug it off. But something was still bothering me. Did he like me?

What if he does like me?

Is he gay?

Am I gay?

Do I like him????

~End of the day~

"Hey Nick! Can I talk to you quick?"

"Sure!"

We walk out to the cars seeing that most of the people left.

"What did you want to talk about?" I ask.

"About earlier with the video.." He pauses and sighs. "I meant it."

I laugh. Then pause. Then laugh again.

"What?" I ask surprised.

"I meant it. I like you. And I've liked you for awhile. I know you probably don't like me but-" I cut him off.

"Jacob.... I think I like you too." He looks shocked.

"Really??" He asks.

I'm one hundred percent sure in what I'm feeling. I'm not even sure if in gay. I mean... Do I have to be gay? Cant I just be.... human? Of course I can.

"Really." I say looking him in the eyes.

He leans in slowly. I lean in as well. Our lips touch. His are soft and moist. His mouth taste like mints. It's like fireworks exploding within me. Its like I've finally realised who I am. Like I can breathe. It's like I'm free.... I deepen the kiss, loving the feel of his lips on mine.

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I'm not sure of much. But I am sure of this.

True love exist. Even if we don't believe in it. Even if it takes awhile to find. It exist.

And love isn't easy. It's actually the exact opposite. Its hard. It's blood, sweat tears. Love is a drug you find so much of, but leaves you broken when it's gone. It doesn't kill you. But it makes you wish you were dead.

But love is also kind. It's whispering soft words to each other. It's holdimg each other. Its taking care of each other. It's always being there.

"Love is patient. Love is kind."

And the one thing I'm one hundred percent positive of, is that I love Jacob. And that life with him will be amazing.

We'll adopt a few kids. We'll help eachother when sick. We'll see to one anothers needs. Because thats love. And love is sacrifice.

And sometimes, love is gay.

Jacob.

I'm gay, for you.