Bear

A Million Unsaid Words

A million things I wish I would have said to you

A million comments that could have redeemed you

But no

The a million things you never said remain

 unsaid

The a million words I can't say

The a million things you could have said to make it better

You didn't say any

You didn't even say one

Something broke between us right then

What you didn't say hurt a lot more than what you could have said

Not one word

So you pretend

But not acknowledging something doesn't make it go away

It doesn't change

No apology can really apologize for the hurt

Of the words that never came

The words that you forgot to say

The ones you couldn't bring yourself to say

That hurt

Because what I said will never go away

But I can

That night you said something

And that was

Nothing

But what you didn't say; isn't anything

It meant something

So

Those words that never came

That nothing

That earned you another nothing

In the place of me

In the place of my trust

How I will never look at you the same way

You lost me

Because you couldn't bring yourself to say

One of the a million things you could have

I don't think you know

That you lost me

But I know that you took your a million unsaid words and hurt me

You couldn't bring yourself to say one word

So you lost me

I am not the same person

because of the million unsaid words, you couldn't bring yourself your self to say

I'm sick and tired of being mad at you because you can't understand me

Take your crappy friendship somewhere else

take your a million unsaid words 

and use them on someone else