You as the 8th member of BTS

Even though your world is falling apart...

Los Angeles, California
2011

A/n POV
"You stupid useless piece of shit."
You said to your self as you cried your eyes out on the bathroom floor. As you wondered if things would get better.

Just then your mom opened the door.
"Whats wrong sweetheart" your mom said with sincerity and kindness in her voice
" they're making fun of me cuz I would rather stay home and read books than go hang out with other people"
You said with tearful eyes, regret, and toxic thoughts flooding your clouded mind.

" who... who is making fun of you"
Your mother said calmly as she coddled you in her warm and inviting arms.

"The people at school, the popular girls, the jocks, the kids who drink and smoke, and talk and know everybody"
You say as all of their comments pierced your self esteem or at least what's left of it.

Suddenly your mom said something that would change your life forever
"Even though your word is falling apart..nothing is temporary looks, abilities, money, fame, but one thing is forever...hope....and even though it seems tough right now...it will and can get better...but only if you strive to live and fight as much as you want to give up and die"
Just then your world...the one you thought you knew...was gone...forever...and replaced with one that would carry you to the end...one filled with confidence, hope, faith, and the ability to persevere.

Seoul, South Korea
Present day

Jiae POV

"Even though your word is falling apart..nothing is temporary"
Your mom said in between sobs of both sadness and joy.
Those ten words that may seem meaningless to some...meant the world to you...and gave you the strength and hope to put on your big girl panties and persevere.
Just then the doctor came rushing in with his nurses. As they checked your vitals (blood pressure, temperature, pulse etc). Everyone you loved and cared for stood there waiting...waiting in agony...

Dr. Choi: "Well it's good to have you back Jiae...you gave us quite a scare there.

He said as one of his nurses took out your breathing tube...allowing you to breathe, talk, and to FINALLY annoying the crap of of yoongi who was not surprising on the side of your bed crying...its been a long time since you've seen him cry.

"So I have to nearly die to get you to cry...noted"
You said as you weakly reached your hand in a crusade to touch him....to touch his tear stained, callus covered, hardworking, yet incredibly soft skin.

Yoongi: Shut up
He said slightly annoyed but with and undeniable sense of relief.

A/n note:
Y/d=your dad

Y/d: Hi baby girl
You: hi daddy
You both said crying as he embraced you in his big, warm, arms that you missed.

Jin had awoken from his relief induced cat nap. And he automatically running to you and squeezing you in his insanely wide shoulders not letting go.

Taehyung: hyung don't kill her we just got her back.
Jin: don't test me right now and besides I control your cartoon privileges.
Jin and V being immature adult babies that they are. Stuck their tounge out at each other. You just rolled your eyes

You: Namjoon...where's namjoon???
You weakly ask as you frantically as you search the room for your best friend. And as Taehyung and Jimin moved away. There was a puffy eyed, tear stained, broken Namjoon. His hand over his mouth holding in the choked up cries.

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                     To be continued 💜💜💜