Words don't have to hurt(MarkiplierXChild!Reader)

Why am I feeling this way?

*Marks point of view*

I just keep having this feeling about myself. I don't really know what it is. I'm hoping to find out soon. Me and some of the others are suppost to go out today,I'm just hoping this feeling doesn't stop me from having a good time.

I have told them about the feeling but I convinced them it was nothing,when really I myself don't even know what it could be. There's just something on the tip of my tongue and its kinda scaring me,and yet I wanna find out what it is. 

A knock snaps me out of my thoughts.  I go to the door and opened it,finding my friends on the other side." Hey Mark" Ethan said with a smile.  " Hey guys come on in" I moved out of the way so they can walk in. It was Ethan,Tyler,Wade,and Bob. Jack it suppost to be here later tonight.

" So Mark how you feeling?" Bob asked and smiled at me. I wanted to tell them about my feeling again. I wanted help, but I didn't want them to worry. Maybe I just need a therapist or something. I mean it can't be anything to serious right? " Um Mark? Earth to Mark"I am once again snapped out of my thoughts." Sorry guys something has been on my mind" I said without thinking. " Wanna talk about it?"Wade asked. I looked at them. These were my best friends. I could surely talk to them,right?

" Well remember that feeling I told you all about? The feeling I couldn't describe. I still feel it and I don't understand what it is. I have tried looking it up but nothing really popped up that fit my description." I looked at them and they all stared back at me."Well whatever it is Mark you should know that we will help you. We can find out what it is together" Ethan said and smiled at me. I was lucky to have a group of friends as good as them." Thank you" I said and smiled. 

We went into depth about the feeling. I told them it wasn't like a sickness and I couldn't explain it. It was something I didnt know or understand. They suggested a few things and we looked them up but nothing fit the profile. It was so weird. Its almost like something is missing and because of it I feel empty. What was it?

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We had given up for the time being and we waited at the airport for jack to land in. I leaned against the baggage area,playing on my phone.  The others had went to retrieve jack and I had just decided to wait. Playing on my phone I was kinda distracted. I was just going through some photos.

" Excuse me sir" A small voice said and pulled my attention to it. It was a child."yes little one?" I kneeled down and smiled at him. It was a little boy." I'm lost. I cant find my mommy"he said,seeming a bit nervous." Don't worry. I'll help you" I offered my hand to him. He grabbed my hand and we both started walking around. He was quiet while looking and I helped him,looking for anyone who might be looking for him in turn. 

" Mister, I can't see. All these people are too tall" He said." here" without thinking much about it I picked him up and put him on my shoulders. He held onto my shirt and looked around." I see her! I see her! Mommy!!" The little boy called and I could hear quick foot steps towards us." Mikey!!" A young woman run up as I put him down. They hugged each other as if it had been years since they seen each other. She looked up at me." Thank you so much,please let me make it up to you" She said." Don't think about it" I said with a smile." How can I not? You helped me find my child. To a parent a child is sacred. They fill a void in you that no one else ever could,and you'll love them with all your heart" She held her son close to her. That's when I felt it. I wanted something like that." Well ma'am, you just made it up to me. Thank you" I turned away and found the group running over.

" We were looking all over for you? Where did you go?" Tyler asked. I smiled wide." I found an answer. I know what this feeling is." 

" What is it than?" All of them lent an ear and listened in close.

I looked back at the woman as she was walking away and the small boy,Mikey,looked at me and waved. He smiled and laid his head on his mothers shoulder. I wanted that. 

"I want a child"