My parents faught
Almost everyday
But it wasn't because of me
My mom was 18
My dad was 27
They was years apart
She was a rape victim
His rape victim
She was inlove with him
But he gave no damn
She was kicked out
With a baby of his
She gave me to him
After her death
After she jumped off a cliff
He blamed me since I was a baby
Barely feeding me
Barely changing me
I didn't know if I was going to make it
Days I would go without love
It only took 5 years
By 3 i could reach the counter
Jumping from a chair to climb to the cookie cabinet
Finding it the closest thing to eat
But not being able to eat allot
Only one cookie or two
Soon I found how to make numbers
I fixed stuff in the microwave by time 4
He was out of the house alot
I was alone
I chose not to care
As I made my own treats
And had a mind not to care
I found nothing close to love
But when I had been ready for school
He never knew
I went on with learning programs
Growing larger at the laptop
Being 8 when he brought home a girl
They had 5 months
Then she was pregnant
I had a best friend
In the back yard
Since he was home alot
Now banging her every evening
I had to escape the noise
And found a fox outside our house
It was a baby
Alone and scared
I fed it for two week
Her pregnancy becoming known
The fox came more and more
As I was less present
I kept running to the girl Daddy fucked
The one named Hailey
She had a nice face
She had a nice smile
She fed me love and treats
And soon found my friend outside
She whispered words into my ear
Telling me he is only rough because he wasnt ever taught right
She taught me to see the good in the bad
And by time it was my 7th birthday
A month after
She gave birth
She gave birth to the demons daughter
I never called him Dad
Because his name was Demone
It rhymed with his heart
And by time I was 10
I was in love with my sister
She was only 3 or 4
And I gave her all my love
I was still not enrolled
By time 12
She gave him the right mind
And I was sent to middle school
I was barely outside
I barely had clothes
And I didn't like her being alone
I wanted my sister to be safe
By time she started school
I made her smart
Her name was Anesia
The teachers was impressed
They called home to congratulate the girl who birthday her
But she said it was me
Hailey kept telling them it was me
Cause of me
Anesia was sent to 4the grade by time she was six
The smallest there
The largest head
She kept showing me As
But I knew something was wrong
She barely smiled
Until I acknowledged it
Hailey and Demone was always at work
And I finally asked her
This is when my life got serious
