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THE START

You can't always expect a nice story beginning, like once upon a time...hate to break it to you but I don't think this story is anywhere near that.

Every fairy tale comes with the same warning, never take the wrong path, I failed that rule. Haha. I just like getting high and partying. That's the definition for me. Finn- a very bad guy that gets into to trouble no matter what.

My Pop used to always take me to hockey games, that's were he violence was, I loved it, that's how I got into street fights all the time, my face is probably fucked up more everyday you see me.

I have like one dude or friend. Don't tell him I said this, but he is probably my best friend, closest guy I've ever know. Jaeden. We've had history, not like the type we're we ended up loving each other throughout everything. But we shouldn't get into that.

I decided to go meet up with him at the diner. He works there on the weekdays...I try to get myself to see him sometimes but i know I've hurt him, badly. Have you seen he stuff I do. I got sent to the hospital Because of how bad it got...

"Please Jaeden," I groans holding onto my body, as if it was catching on fire. " I-I can't Finn, we need to get you to the hospital" I could tell he was terrified, I sob knowing that I wouldn't be able to do anything at a detox center, "I'm going to die Jaeden, help me please...I can't lose you again!." I grip his arm screaming at him. He's tried helping me, I know he did. But just by his face, dead all over, as tears fall silently down...he had given up on me.

I stare at the building 'Pop's Chock'Lit Shoppe' I flick my cigarette to the ground, stepping on it with my heal. "The place hasn't changed that much" I say to myself, you may be wondering or saying "go the fuck in and talk to him" And I would but it's just making my body feel weird when I'm next to him...

"They aren't mean so you'll be fine." Jaeden was in his car talking to Finn trying to calm him down. " it a small party, inner circle only Finn," he places his hand on Finns thigh giving it a reassuring squeeze. Here it comes again, I've realized how good looking he is, how he smiles and laughed at the dumbest things. I realized I was staring at him for awhile so I focused my attention to the house behind him. "You get all shy around me Wonder-boy." A nickname he would always call me by, i always told him I hated it but he knew I loved it deep down.
He unbuckled his seat belt scooting closer to me, I didn't know what he was doing, but I liked him close to me. "I'm glad we're friends Finn," he still had his on my thigh, "and why do you say that?" I light one of my cigarettes puffing smoke out trying to make cool tricks, but end up failing.
He laughed taking it away from me, "you know I hate when you smoke, it makes my car smell bad, and it's a bad habit for you," He puts it in his old drink so it wouldn't catch anything on fire. I try to resist putting my head on his shoulder, but slowly it falls down on him. Is this what 'love'  is supposed to feel like, does he even love me.
He lifts my head up, looking back again at the beautiful boy, "I love you Finn." Before I knew it our lips sealed the tiny gap between us, heated breaths, shirts flying off, the way it felt sitting on his lap, and his hands traveling down my body, the party was long gone and I couldn't stand know this moment was going to end...

I shake my head, walking into the diner sitting in one of the back booths, and there he is, smiling at the customer probably telling them one of his jokes,

"Ready, I'm gonna tell you a joke." He was always that goof we're ever you are, "And what joke is that?" I laugh knowing that his joke was going to make a big fuss out of him "okay okay, why can you hear a pterodactyl go to the bathroom?" Jaeden bites his lip, he's just wait to bust out any second, " I don't know Jae? Why?" I roll my eyes getting down the playground. " because the P is silent!" He falls to the ground laughing his ass off, "oh yeah well is me beating your ass silent. I jump on his trying to beat him up, but only to end up laughing much more than him.

I know he saw me, just like every time he tells someone else to take my order, but not this time he comes up to me, "and how can I take your order?" He rolls his eyes at me, "how about one of those amazing jokes JaeJae?" He scoffs, "you don't get to call me that,"
"You can't still be mad at me right? I'm trying to quit Jaeden, I'm not going to put you through that again, I'm really trying." He puts his note pad in his back pocket,
"you know how much pain I went through, for you? I risked everything Finn and for what? You to just continue this? I hate you Finn, I hate you!" He yells at me slapping my cheek, no one noticed though, that's why I sat in the back. "I-I'm sorry Jae, I am really." I try hugging him but he pries me away. "Maybe you should tell me that before we never speak again." And with that he is gone again... you know those kids that are in fairytales that go into the woods, they don't come back the same.
"I love you so much." He kisses me again going down to my jaw.
They are always changing in fundamental ways.
He groans into my neck, gripping my back, feeling pleasure, as he feels heat coming in his stomach, trying to distract his mind by kissing my neck softly, moans coming from his mouth on to my neck "Finn.."
Sometimes for the better, most often for the worst. Sometimes it can just be a common misconception about fairytales, not all can have a happy ending.

I'd like to think that this wasn't the worst day of my life, and yes I do go party and stuff, but it's just to keep my mind occupied. Suddenly the door bell dings. When I looked up you wouldn't believe the beautiful pare of hazel brown eyes I saw. She was new, I expected her to because cause I never saw her around, that's when I over heard her talking to Jaeden.
"Hey babe did you miss me?" She kissed him?! Can you believe that, and how come Jaeden didn't tell me! I was more upset about how he had a girlfriend when he said I was his only one-"
"Finn we can spend the rest of our lives together!" He was high, mostly because he said he wanted to give it a shot, "Yeah well for now let's just focus on what he next day holds for us," Honestly he was he only person that actually could understand me, I was thankful for that.
Before I even knew what was going on my feet were taking right to we're both of them were standing, "hey Jae who's this lovely face." I gin looking at her, when Jaeden gives me a very disgusted look, "oh sorry, I was intruding wasn't I? Well anyways my names Finn." He waht the heck might as well try to flirt with the girl, "Jaeden never told me about you," she laughed quietly holding her hand out, "Well I'm Mil-" Jaeden stepped in front of her, signaling for me to back off, " Jae now let's not be rude, she should know who I am, besides it doesn't matter if you take her away, I'm just gonna keep on coming back." I could see her smiling winking at me as if Jae wasn't her problem right now, "Well I'm going to go now, and also nice to meet you babe." I was trying to make Jaeden upset, it was part of the plan the whole time. I smirked at her leaving the diner, figuring out what my life would bring me to next.

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okay guys so this is the first chapter, I'm actually kind of proud of this, but it is a little rough, I'm new to this story thing so maybe it won't be that hard later on, oh if you have any ideas on what should happen next comment them. Remember V O T E ‼️
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