It's like you're screaming, and no one can hear
You almost feel ashamed
That someone could be that important
That without them, you feel like nothing
No one will ever understand how much it hurts
You feel hopeless; like nothing can save you
And when it's over, and it's gone
You almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back
So that you could have the good.
thats how im feeling right now,
but im lying in my bedroom.
my life sucks.
maybe if i just end it?
im sure nobody will miss me im only harry styles.
nobody would care.
especially HIM.
being famous and all that you would think my life is perfect?
if you count forever wishing you can just die to save yourself another day seeing the person you LOVE with someone else? crying yourself to sleep at night? no thats far from perfect.
if i ever have to hear her name again i think i will personally dig a hole so she can die in it.
bitch.
"HARRY! IM HOME ME AND PERRIE ARE GONNA WATCH A FILM PERRIES STAYING THE NIGHT TOO! YOU CAN COME JOIN IF YOU WANT!"
i groaned and thew my head back against the headboard giving me a headache in the process.
watch a film with that hah cant see how he can stand her.
walking towards my bathroom trying to find the only friend i can turn to and even that still hurts me.
my razor.
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so prologue for a new fanfiction? tell me what you think? i will post the first chapter soon im working on it and this story is going to be short maybe about 12/13 chapters? maybe if you guys like it i might do a sequel it deends on how far the story goes so with out further ado you can read the first chapter. soon..
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so proud of you boys<3<3<3.
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