Pinky promise (Izuku aka (Deku) midoriya x reader)

26.

*Izuku's pov*
It's been 4 days. 4 days since the so called "event" on the roof. It's been Two days sense (y/n)-Chan would talk to me. I not going to lie it's upsetting. I really miss her I mean, moms really worried to. The longest we've gone without seeing her, at most, is one day. She's usually right there.... right there to make sure I didn't hurt myself, or make sure I'm happy. Today was no different, we didn't walk to school together. We didn't talk in the hallway or at class. She didn't pick up my calls or answer my text. Right now where sitting at lunch, I couldn't eat I was staring at her. She's sitting with kachann, it really pisses me off, that after all the bullying, kachanns done to her. All that torture and they can still be friends. And yet here I am, I didn't even get a chance to explain. I can't help but remember the look on her face that day. It looked so sad yet happy at the same time? I wanted to comfort her, tell her my mistake. But it didn't I didn't run after her. I know where she lives and I didn't go visit her. I screwed up. Badly.... "Hey, Deku are you okay your staring?" ochako, snapped me out of my thoughts. "Huh oh sorry I-I'm Okay" "Midoriya, you do seem depressed lately. Is this about what happened with (y/n)? If it is you should go talk to her, try explaining." Iida stated in a serious tone. "I-I would, but I feel like she lost all fate in me. Like she's given up on me."  I tried to explain "I'm sorry Deku I really am! I didn't know you to where dating..... I only knew she liked you." ochako whispered the last part. I turn my head to see (y/n)-Chan, lunch was almost over so she throw her tray away. And was currently talking to Kachann. The next thing I seen made my blood boil, before she leaves she embraced kachann and kissed him on the forehead. He has visible blush on his cheeks. 'I shouldn't have been so dumb' I thought shaking my head.
*ochako's pov*
Deku seems really sad. He must really love her. I wanted to be that close to Deku to, but she's known him way longer. I hate seeing him this way. This is all my fault, I have to do something. I waited to the end of the day, and grabbed Dekus arm. I pulled him after (y/n). "(Y/n)-San! Wait!" She turned to look at me, and her face went sour. She turned a heel, then continued walking. I run out in-front of her. "Wait please listen!" "What. Do. You. Want?" She said her tone was kind of scary. "Look this is all my fault, I forced myself on Deku h-he did have a choice! He loves you he really does. And he would never do anything to hurt you!" I tried to explain "l-look ochako, Izuku, I not mad at you I-I just can't handle, my emotions right now." She said than ran off. "what are we going to do now Deku?" I asked the greenette "i-I'm going to find her" Izuku said and ran off.
*Izuku's pov*
I think I know where she went. I remember it from when we where little.
*flash back*
"Hey Izuku I want you to meet someone." (Y/n)-Chan said, looking down at the ground blushing "o-Okay... who is it?" "You'll see Izuku, there very important" we walked for a while, till we hit a dirt path. 'A cemetery?' I questioned in my head, before my hand was tugged on. We stopped at a stone that said (d/n) (l/n) date of birth 20** date of death 20**. "This is my daddy Izuku" my eyes widen in shock. "He aways trusted you he told me I shouldn't trust many people and keep my friend close."
*end of flashback*
I walked up to the cemetery. "I just don't get it daddy... I know I should trust Izuku, a-and I do. It's just.... I love him sooo much. But I have to keep my emotions in check, Izuku could get really hurt..... I miss you I miss you so much" (y/n)-Chan said tears streaming down her face. "(Y-y/n)-Chan?" "Humh?!... oh it's just you." She seemed a little shocked that I was there. Did she expect me not to come after her? She's my best friend, even if we aren't on the best of terms, I would still made sure she was okay. "Did you need something?" She questioned in a stern tone, like she never was crying in the first place. "I wanted to s-say I'm sorry really. I miss you and so does mom. She worried the most the first night she was fine, but the second one she panicked." "That sounds like mommy Inko" She said pulling her leges up to her chest; resting her head on her knees. "Will you forgive me?" "Yeah yeah I will Izuku" she said looking up at me "y-you want to go see mom?" "Yeah that would be nice" I held out my hand, which she quickly took. I engulfed her in a(n) embrace. "I love you and I'm so sorry." I sobbed quietly on her shoulder. "It's okay I love you to"