Let me get my way | Pesy

Besties

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Perrie's POV
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I woke up in the morning. I was on the couch and Leigh was sleeping next to me. A few minutes later the bedroom doors opened. Jade got out of her room and Jesy out of Leigh's.

"Fuck. My head hurts." Jesy said.

"How much did we drink last night?" Jade asked. I looked at her.

"A lot. You two were drunk as fuck. You got drunk the second we got there." I said and raised an eyebrow at them.

"Shit." Jade and Jesy said in unison. Then Leigh woke up.

"Hey girls. How you feelin'?" Leigh asked Jade and Jesy.

"What do you fucking think?" Jesy got aggressive. I calmed her down.

"Jes. Just calm down. What the fuck?" I said and the two girls sat on the couch. We just looked at each other for a few minutes. "Girls, I hate this awkward silence." I finally spoke up.

"Me too." Leigh confirmed. We just kind of did nothing the whole morning. At about 1 P.M. we decided to do something and we went for a walk. Jesy, Leigh and Jade were whispering something and they shut me out. Why? Why couldn't I know about that something? Soon Jesy stepped over to me and Leigh and Jade stayed in front of us.

"Why the fuck do you ignore me and shut me out?" I wondered.

"Sorry, Pez. It's personal." Jesy aanswered and the other two nodded. Then they started speeding forward.

"And why are they going so fast?" I asked.

"No idea." Jes answered and smirked. What were they up to?

"What the fuck is that smirk?" I asked.

"Nothing." She answered and giggled. What is happening? They're all so weird.

"Are you high, Jes?" I asked, that being the first thing coming to my head.

"Nooooo." She answered and cleared her throat. "So, Pez, have you found someone else?" She suddenly asked.

"I, uh, no. I don't even want anyone now. Because I know that no one could fucking make me feel right. No one knows what I actually need now. So I won't even try to find anyone." I confessed and she looked at the ground. She was so weird.

"Well, okay. I get you. Y'know, I get why you wouldn't want anyone in your life right now. You think no one could treat you right." She explained and I nodded.

"Exactly." I said. "But that's why I have my besties here, who will definitely treat me right." I added and smiled at her. We walked a bit faster to keep up with Jade and Leigh. We ended up going to McDonalds, eating half of the menu there and then chilling on a park bench the whole afternoon. And in the evening we got ice cream.

It was, in my opinion, way better than the party yesterday. It was chill and cute. We had lots of fun together and we talked about a lot of topics. I love these three. They help me so much through this messed up thing.