17 and Pregnant

Chapter 1

Have you ever thought to yourself " Why did I have to be the one that this happens too ?". Yeah well that's me. I am Lily Rose and I am 17 with a daughter. I know you are probably looking at me with such disgust but it was a mistake. I am just going to take you back to how it all started.

* RECAP *

" Lily , dont worry it wont be that bad . I promise we will use protection ". Drake said

" But I dont want to get pregnant ". I said

" Girl , we are using protection you wont become pregnant ". Drake said

I wasnt to sure about this because I have read in previous situations where women had done this and even though they used protection they ended up being pregnant. I didnt want to be like that. Even though all that I've read he must have been right, he has slept with several other girls before and none of them became pregnant.

" Drake I dont know if - ". I started

" Shhh . You will be just fine trust me ". He said

* END OF RECAP *

I rolled off the side of my bed and onto the floor. I didn't feel like getting up but I looked over and saw my daughter Lilyanna in her crib. She was about to start her crying again. I walked over to her crib and gave her a huge smile as she smiled right back at me. I reached in and grabbed her and we went downstairs. 

"Mommy is going to make you some good breakfast , you want some good breakfast ?". I asked

She giggled and chewed all over my shirt. I didn't really like when she did that but I had to remember she's three and truthfully will only do what she wants to do, no matter how much I stress how wrong it is.

When we reached downstairs my mother was setting the table and she just placed Lilyanna's baby food right next to her high chair. I was grateful my mother did that, however, if I am going to be a mother I need to know how to do things on my own and stop relying on other people for help.

"Oh hand me my grandbaby ". Mom said

" Mom, thanks for making Lilyanna her baby food but I could've done it myself ". I stressed. 

"Well you didn't so I took over for you". She said

"Ok. I get that mom, but if I am going to be a mother I need to do things on my own ". I said as I placed Lilyanna in her high chair.

"Lily, I don't have time to argue. You wasn't up early enough and I was so I made my family some food. Is that an issue?". She asked

"No". I said under my breath

I pulled her high chair next to mine as we both ate our food. As I was eating, my phone was ringing from Drake checking to see if Lilyanna was okay. I thought it was great that he was still trying to be a good dad by checking on her. Just when she finished eating she began whining. I quickly snatched her up and began rubbing her back and tell her "its okay". She began to calm down and then I handed her to my mother so I could go and get ready for the day.

And by the day...I mean school. You know. The thing all of us teenagers have to do?

I walked upstairs into my room and began fixing the bed and cleaning up a little  (it gets messy really quickly). I began making the bed, and once that was finished I gathered all of Lilyanna's and I dirty clothes and brung them to the washer. With little time to spare I hopped in the shower. Once I got out of the shower I laid my uniform onto my bed and really contemplated if I wanted to wear uniform today. I mean I truly hate wearing the uniform. It's so boring and it makes me look just like everyone else. I am not like everyone else. I have a kid for crying out loud.