"How I wished that you're not my son." She's like this everyday and I'm used to it.
Yes. My own mother is ashamed of me. Since, my father left us, she changed a lot. And that made me suffer for a very long time up until now.
Before, I always cry at the corner. But now, I can't feel anything. I don't feel sad nor happy. I am emotionless.
I stopped going to school, because my mother said so. She thinks it's a waste of money. As much as I want to get out of this house but she doesn't let me.
I am always at my room, holding my phone scrolling in the internet. Yes, always like that.
"How I wish I can escape this fucked up world." I let out a sigh. I badly want to disappear.
But heaven still heard my wish, I saw an article about something.
Lucid Dreaming...
"Lucid Dreaming can help me to escape." After reading the article about it, I searched more about it and it gave me happiness, atleast there's a chance, I can be free.
Many nights, I tried doing it. But I still can't.
I almost stopped because it's really hard.Then one time, I tried it again. And I successfully did it.
In a month, I did lucid dreaming. I created my own world on my dream. I easily cope up and learned the techniques.
But until one night, when I'm in my dream, I am happily enjoying my moment in there when someone popped out from nowhere.
I tried to erase him but he still didn't vanished, is he some kind of dream traveller or what? It's a bit weird, he's wearing a hoodie and underneath on it is a hospital gown. He has a big doe eyes, and a bunny smile. He's roaming around in my dream, he keeps on smiling and it's creepy.
"Who are you?" I asked and he just looked at me smiling, "Just like you, I want to escape reality too."
His name is Jeon Jungkook and he is the cause of my Euphoria.
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euphoria • taekook
FanfictionThis world is full of toxicity. Full of darkness. I was scrolling on the internet but then I saw something that made me curious. LUCID DREAMING "I want to escape. Please just let me.." But then one night, I did it. I can escape now. But one time, w...