Life of Fear

My Day of Horror

I woke up thinking that why did god give me another life I should of just died then and there in the bathroom after cutting myself so much that I lost myself and just pasted out. I was so going to die but then my sister found me in the bathroom on the ground and called 911. I shouldn't be breathing, I be shouldn't talking,I shouldn't be even  in this hospital room with all these people around me making sure that i am okay. Almost all my family was in my hospital room. Once I woke up everyone was so happy that i was still alive . I woke up and the first thing i said was "why am I here?'' . After  that my mom got the doctor to come in and check on me he did and i was fine but i had to be kept over night . It was fine so i fell asleep a few moments after the doctor left i was really tired.

The next morning i woke up and my two best friends where in the room on the chairs waiting for me to wake up. Once I did they came and hugged me too death .i was really happy soon the doctor came in to check on my for a final check up then i got to leave . When I first tried to get out of the hospital bed my legs hurt so much i couldn't walk at all they had to get me a wheel chair so I could get to place the got me own wheelchair that i could use at home.And on the whole ride home I was asking my mom when I could go back to school and she said that for the rest of the school year I will be home-schooled . I said " Okay. but i do get to go out with my friends still at night right.'' She said ''yes.'' I was super happy about that.

Once I was in the driveway alot of my friends and family were running out of the house . I of course had to get some help getting out of the car because of the wheel chair thing. But once i was able to move I wheeled up to he house and went to go say hello to everybody . After a few hours of hanging and fun with everyone they left .My mo then got worried about how I would get up and down the stairs everyday. So we made the guest room my new room . That night i slept on the couch and the next day my mom and sister was going to get my new ready for me. I didn't sleep that well that night I kept waking up because of nightmares. But finally I fell asleep.