Harley's POV
My mind is spinning. The teal-headed girl is standing in the doorway, her mouth hanging open. A mixture of confusion, disappointment, and shock is mixed on her face.
I pull the sheets over myself suddenly, coming back to reality. I look to Sky and then to Billie. Fuck! What the fuck did I just do to myself?
Sky hastily puts his clothes on and runs out the door, leaving me there with Billie. Thanks, bitch.
Billie doesn't move as I put my clothes back on, her lips pursed but looking down for my privacy. After a bit, she finally sighs. "Harley.." She begins.
"What?" I snap. "It's my life, Bil. I saw you up on that dude, I saw you. And it just.. it crushed me. Ever since we've met i've liked you, but of course you're straight so you'd never like me back, and just-" While I was rambling, most of my words slurred, Billie had come up to beside the bed.
Suddenly, her lips press to mine passionately, her hand in my hair. I almost gasp, but relax into the kiss. Oh my.. Billie fucking Eilish is kissing me right now.
I finally pull away, leaving Billie dumbfounded. "Billie.." I sigh. Billie looks at me, her blue eyes soft as she puts a hand under my chin. "Harley, it's ok.. I like you too."
I pull away once more, coming back to reality again. For the second time. Her practically coming out to me doesn't phase me at all, that is the last thing on my mind. I have feelings for her, yes, like serious feelings, but the thought of Billie hooking up with other people makes me nauseous. I mean she's famous. She has people coming after her all the time. And it just proves my point with her with that guy earlier. I just can't bring myself to think she'd stay loyal, even with her being as kind as she is.
It'd be hard for me to stay loyal, I know. And just with her situation? A relationship would be chaos.
"I don't want to be a sidehoe, Billie." I speak firmly. Billie bites her lip, clearly thinking. "I'm sorry, Harley. What you saw isn't what you think."
"I'm pretty sure it's exactly what I think. It's either me, or the other people you have in line waiting for a chance to get their hands on you." The drunk anger comes over me again, and my eyebrows furrow. Did I mention i'm a mix between an angry drunk and a dumbass drunk?
Billie doesn't try to respond, and that's probably because she plain can't. "I don't just want to be used again." I finally breathe out, all the times i've been abused coming back to my mind.
"I'm sorry you had to see this. I'm sorry about everything." I get up from the bed, leaving Billie standing there. I don't try to look back. I don't try to see her reaction.
I march straight out of the party and to my car. All I do is put my head on the wheel, tears streaming down my cheeks.
A/N
Plot twist lmao
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