Band Of The Broken

Drive Me Crazy Anxiety

"Frank, I'm worried about you..." I felt a gentle hand on my arm as I woke up a little only to fade back into sleep...

I woke up and saw Gerard sleeping in the chair next to me, his blood red hair falling in his face slightly. There was light peeking through the window and some fant scars on Gerard's arm were litten up, they looked very old which made me smile. He shifted slightly and I noticed that he was mumbling something, I listened closer.

"Please don't go... Frankie..." I felt a slight pain in my stomach. I moved closer to Gerard and put my hand on his and rubbed gentle circles with my thumb. He stopped mumbling and shivered a bit then whimpered in sadness and pain. I got off the bed and walked closer to him which was like two feet, and sat on the floor and rubbed his arm trying to calm him. Surprisingly, he did calm down then woke up in a panic a few minutes later, he looked around frantically then looked at me and his panic simmered down. He hugged me and cried I hugged back and shushed him and rubbed his back all while he sat there crying.

"Shh, It's okay Gee." I whispered and he calmed down a bit, he was breathing in sharp breaths. "It's okay... just try to breath in deep breaths." I whispered as his breathing was calmer and he stopped crying. " I suppose that you don't want to talk about it." I mumbled.

"No, I don't... not right now." he whispered, then I pulled away. "Coffee?"I said in a cute and curious tone, and Gerard let out a small 'aww' and nodded now being in a better mood.

"Just give me a minute." I said, and walked to the bathroom to comb my hair a bit, considering that it was a rats nest. I walked out with my hair a little bit nicer, and Gerard looked like he was dying. I walked over to him, he was now laying on the ground.

"Gerard get up." I said as I stood over him.

"Nooooo..." He seemed to forget that we were gonna get coffee, so I crouched down next to him and said... "No coffee for you." and walked away. And I stopped when he got up and ran over to me.

"I want coffee!"

"You sound like a kid Gee."

"You look like a first grader."

"NO YOU DIDN'T!"

"Yes. I. Did." I jumped up on his back and climbed onto his shoulders.

"You call me short then you have to carry me." I said, Gerard grabbed me and pulled me off his shoulders and carried me bridal style and he carried me out of the room and to a concession stand thingy, getting dirty looks and names called all we do is either yell 'fuck you' or just flip them off. He put me on the ground and grabbed my hand as we walked up to get coffee.

"Two black coffees." Gerard said and the girl at the counter scowled at our held hands, and I mustered up the most aggressive glare.

"You shouldn't judge princess, you could get hurt." I said and showed of my scars from the beatings. "They struggled when they judged and threatened, there six feet under right now." I said in a gruff threatening way and she started to cry. I snickered along with Gerard, she was crying while she made the coffee and whimpered when she glanced back at me. She gave us the coffee, "T-that will be, uh um... 6.50." she whimpered I paid and let her keep the 3.50 extra. Me and Gerard turned and walked back to the room with our hands clasped together. A mother covered her child's eyes and glared at us, I let go of Gerards hand and he turned to me confused and I pulled him into a sweet and spiteful kiss. When we pulled away the child looked at us with awe and glee and the mother looked at us with shock and disgust, I smirked and grabbed Gee's hand again and started to the room.

"What was that for Frankie?" Gee turned to me, smirking.

"I was being spiteful, and made a mother be disgusted and a child ship us." I responded Gerard giggled and it was fucking adorable I smiled in response. And we both sat down and talked about the saw movies.

"What do you think? Not enough gore?" I asked.

"Not enough gore," Gerard confirmed nodding. The door opened and a women in blue walked in, I tensed up and felt Gerard snake his arms around my small frame and pulled me onto his lap I shivered a little.

"Frank Iero? You can go home but we need your signature and see if you would like medication for your anxiety. And a blood test." I felt Gerard pull me closer and his breath was becoming uneasy, he shook underneath me. I turned to him and raised my eyebrow and he looked at me strait in the eyes, fear laced them like a drug.

"What's wrong Gee?" I asked, he shivered and cuddled closer if possible, I caught on.

"No, no blood test, only the medication." I said Gerard relaxed more and started to breath normally. The nurse walked over and gave me a paper and pencil I read through it quickly and signed my name. I handed the paper back and the nurse nodded and went to get the pills. Gerard rested his head on my shoulder and pulled me closer, I put my hands on his just because I could. I could of fallen asleep, and I wanted to despite the coffee, well then again Gerard drank all of his and half of mine. I giggled for no particular reason other than I'm tired.

"What's so funny?" Gerard spoke up.

"I'm tired,"

"How we just had coffee!"

"Yeah but you drank half of mine," Gerard giggled and turned to where he could look me in the eye.

"You let me drink it!" Damn it! That is true he's too damn cute to say no to, "Well your too damn cute to say no to," I mumbled under my breath, Gerard turned red fuck he heard fuck fuck fuck fuck! I looked down and used my hair to cover my face. Gerard lifted my chin up so he could look at me, I put my hair in front of my face and he put it behind my ear.

"Your wrong Frankie... You're the too cute for your own damn good," He mumbled and kissed my nose making me turn into a tomato, then I got an idea.

"I bet I can make you blush," I challenged Gerard looked at me and raised his eyebrow and nodded. I looked at him and grabbed his hips and started to rub up his sides, making him lie down I pinned him, and kissed him. I heard the door open and a gasp, I pulled away and looked to see the woman with my medication. I looked at Gee who was a tomato, "Tomato!" I exclaimed Gee rolled his eyes and pushed me off his lap and I pouted and crossed my arms over my chest, making Gee look down guilty only making me feel guilty. The nurse walked over to me and gave me the meds, Paxil.

"Only take it twice a day, and you and that boy are cute together," she said and walked away, I looked at Gerard and smiled as he stood and picked me up bridal style and walked out of the hospital...

WOW I finaly got my lazy ass off of youtube and got on wattpad what a fucking miracle!