Close to you (Zion Kuwonu Fanfic)

Revealing

It had been exactly a month or so since the incident and nothing was ever the same .

I had probably gone insane .

"Why did you take up for me Zion?", I ask still unsure.

He chuckles and flashes his beautiful white smile.

"Laynee princess I told you literally a million times before where my mind set was and why I did it", he says smoothly.

He was right .

I was being creepy .

We continue to cook breakfast but that night was still sitting on my mind heavy.

I look at him completely dazed and not sure of the feelings I'm feeling on the inside and it's scaring me .

My heart raced at the sight of him and I got nervous to ask him questions.

Was this filth love I was feeling???

I completely be in love , my face turns bright red and my face twist up.

"What kinda mess?", I say out loud causing Zion to look at me in confusion.

"What?", he looks down at my eggs .

"Oh you're right", I was in complete shock at him and his response that I hit him across his chest.

"Don't talk about my eggs ninja ", I say feeling embarrassed.

He had a way to make me feel this way and I didn't like it. He had me all soft and I didn't like that either.

Boys were the devil.

I knew I experienced so many guys so I knew for a fact, I've been on dates but relationships never lasted long because of my brother and me being so easy .

I never experienced Zion and I wanted to so be next to him , close to him all the freaking time . It had been exactly 2 and half months since I had sex and I was craving him so bad but I didn't want sex.

He was waiting out on me and I didn't wanna wait nor know why.

We set the table and sit down to breakfast.

"Zion we've been dating for about 4 and a half months now, why haven't we had sex yet?", I ask.

He continues to eat as if the though the question doesn't bother him.

"Because laynee you recently just stop messing with your "brother" you're still really toxic right now and I'm trying to let you heal. Thrusting into you will only mix the toxicity and make you confused. I want you to be sure I'm what you want and all you want", he says eating a piece of toast.

I didn't think of it that way, but he was right . I just couldn't shake the feeling of still being good enough for him and he was the only guy I ever felt insecure about, with, and for.

I was in total confusion of what this boy was doing to me.

I look at him in admiration because he still loves me for me and he never once judged me . I think I loved him for that.

I think I loved him .