It was a cold chilly winter night of 2009
I didn't know it was your last breath,
Your face dropped out of the world, like time was a problem
Where was you goodbye?
Your laugh, smile, and hugs that are sweet as honey
Is all gone like how a dandelion loses its seeds when you blow,
The motto you always said sticked into my brain,
Like it was tattooed on.
Before you finished your story
You held me in your twig arms,
The sweet hugs were no more
It was weak, just as a new born
The lullaby you sang with love was no more
This time your voice was shaky and scratchy,
Like when you run forever or when you scratch your nails on a black board.
That was the last i heard
Before I fell asleep, into darkness
Cold and confused.
Something was not right
The next day, it was gloomy
All the flowers were no longer colorful,
Like the life got sucked out of them
A little girl dressed in all black was looking at me,
I didn't want to look at the dull, lifeless girl
She was me
The family went into a creepy strange house,
Inside you were sleeping
Couldn't move or breath,
Like the place had a curse on you
Tears falling down like waterfalls
They couldn't stop if they wanted to,
The stormy night before
Your soul decayed from your body.
All the warmth was gone
Now your a cold hard stone,
You couldn't break if you wanted to.
I go on my knee caps
My body screamed for me to stop
The brown hair falling into my face
As I bring my head down to my
Shaky small hands
'Love is forever, life isn't right?'
I asked below a whisper
A clear tear dropped and landed
On your cold hand.
