Break up with your girlfriend- calum hood

Breathe- part 6

Trigger warning: panic attacks and blood?

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1 notification from "cal💘🥰"
Cal: "Hey y/n I need you to come over"
Sent 2:42 pm
Cal: "I can't be alone rn, I need help"
Sent 2:43 pm
Cal: "plz"
Sent 2:43 pm
You: "I'm on my way. Are you ok?!"
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In the car ride over I started crying. Calum never leaves me on read and he never says things like that. I'm worried something bad happened. I finally reach his driveway, slam my car door, and run into his house not even caring about knocking. Holy shit. What happened? Stuff in his house is thrown everywhere and shit is broken. I start frantically walking around until I see blood. Oh my god. "Calum! Are you ok. Where are you??!" I scream worried. "Calum I'm coming, WHERE ARE YOU?!" I tell running up the stairs, tripping over my feet. I slam open his bathroom door. Nothing. "FUCK" I say tears now forming in my eyes. I burst through two other rooms upstairs with shit broken. What if someone robbed him and they've hurt him. What if they took him! I reach his bedroom as tears run down my face. Fear taking over me. "Calum" I say running over beside his bed where he's curled up crying. He can't even breathe and I'm worried he's having a panic attack. I quickly kneel down looking at him, wiping his tears.

I grab calums hand and face his chin to look at me. He still has his knees bent to his face and his other hand on his face. "Calum! Look at me! BREATHE. I'm here. Please look." I say grabbing both his hands now. He finally looks at me. He's broken. "Calum, baby, breathe please." I say softly pleading. "Calum breathe with me. 1.2.3." I say getting him to try. That's when he squeezes my hands and closes his eyes, trying to breathe. "Calum I'm right here." I say causing him to look at me. "Breathe please" tears now rolling down my face again. After a while I stopped crying and he started breathing normally. I grab him and pull him into a hug, letting out a breath. "Calum what happened?" I say pulling away grabbing his hand and squeezing it to let him know I'm listening. "She's done with me." His voice breaks and my heart sinks. "What?! Who"

"She was yelling at me. She says I drink too much, and she doesn't trust me. She says she can't handle the fans or press." He says now crying again. "Calum I'm so sorry, that's awful." I say squeezing his hand going In for a hug. "I thought she loved me" He says , his voice cracking and coming out more like a whisper. As he holds me tight I start sobbing again. Normally any other person would be happy. You would finally have shot at him. But no, he's broken and no amount of love from calum would help seeing him like this. "I did too bub. Give her time. She cares" I say now looking at his glossed over eyes. "You think so?" He ask now wiping my eyes. "No don't do that for me, I'm fine." I say now wiping away his tears. "Look take a shower, calm down and relax. I'll clean up." I say getting up. As I clean up my heart breaks. The pictures of them happily hung on the wall now broken on the floor. The mess left of a room. I text ash and ask him to come over, I know he's closest to ash out of the boys. When i get done I walk up to his room seeing him laying on his bed in sweatpants and a sweater now crying. "Oh bub come here" I say reaching out my arms and getting on the bed laying down. He lays cuddled up to me and I start rubbing my hands through his curls and tracing patterns on his arm. When I was little I used to have really bad panic attacks and crying spells and my mom did this to help me. After a while he fell asleep. Still playing with his hair I sigh. I feel so Terrible.

I knew Katy struggled with the hate and him being with the boys all the time worried her but I never thought this would happen. "Aw look at y'all"
"Ashton I'm worried" I say quietly putting a finger up to my lip to get him to speak softer.
"What? what's wrong?!" He says now getting on the bed
"She broke up with him" I say so dead
"What! Oh shit" He says now realizing.
" I want you to talk to him, I'll explain more later, but please help him." I say now moving away trying to wake up cal.
"Cal, bubs, calum wake up." Now sitting up I say and he looks at me and rubs his eyes. Then immediately looking sad again.
"Ash is here." I say pointing and getting up and waking out the room.

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So teaaaa. Please don't hate me! I hate this part too. Also there's more tea later.
And I'm sorry to anyone who has ever gone through anything like this. But in proud of you for getting through it!
Also I wrote this on paper in iss and then wrote it on my phones notes at home.
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but we're getting to a more interesting part of the story.
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