Who Do You Love ?

Chapter Nineteen ❤️

(At Yesina House) -12 midnight-

Yesina: *walks in*

Polina: *sits on the couch flipping through channels on television* heeey sissy,

Yesina: *sniffs* hey sis.. what are you doing up. *takes off heels and walk towards the couch*

Polina: *looks up at yesina with a concerned look* i was waiting on you... what's up? what's wrong?

Yesina: *flops on the couch* nothing. i just been out thinking. nothing's wrong. i'm fine. what did you guys do after we left the ice cream shop.

Polina: *looks at yesina with curiosity*  we went to the park for a while then we came home for dinner. your food is on the oven top by the way.

Yesina: *holds her head down* thanks. anything exciting happen?

Polina: for the first time since potty training lei didn't potty on herself today...andddd

Yesina: andddd what?

Polina: J'ciyon stopped by and—-

Yesina: J'ciyon?! *looks at polina*

Polina: *smiles* i know what you thinking but it's not like that.

Yesina: *sits back on the couch facing polina with her arms folded*

Polina: he came over basically trying to get me back. saying he misses me and the girls.. ya know feeding me the same old bull crap he feds me when he gets caught or i get fed up...

Yesina: Hmmm... *looks at polina*

Polina: i turned him down sis. *smiles* i turned him down and i feel good about it. i mean i feel like a layer of dead skin has been taken off me. i feel like i can accomplish so much more and be the mother my babies deserves.

Yesina: *smiles and unfolds her arms* im proud of you sis.

Polina: yeaah it's long over due sis. it's bout time i put my foot down and do what's right for me and the kids.

Yesina: you're right. *smiles and reaches out for a hug* aww give me a hug. i'm so happy for you

Polina: *hugs yesina* aww thank you sis

Yesina: *hugs her back* at least one of us is happy and have a promising future ahead.

Polina: *sits back and crosses her legs* uh oh. i knew something was wrong. lay it on me. what happen

Yesina: well i went over kingston house earlier. just to see him and i thought he would give me some motivation for tomorrow but i was wrong

Polina: what? did you guys get into it? he's not showing up?

Yesina: no girl even worse.... i caught him having sex with another girl. i mean i knew he lounged around with girls in his apartment and smoked with them. but i trusted him and when he told me not to worry and he would never hurt me again i left it alone.

Polina: once a cheater always a cheater sis.

Yesina: i thought he had changed. i gave him the benefit of doubt and he turned around and betrayed me. i've never mistreated anyone. all my life i've been giving and uplifting people even if i was broken down and hurt. how could anybody with a heart treat someone like me so cruel.

Polina: guys like j'ciyon and kingston don't have a heart. they only think about themselves sis.

Yesina: seems to me everyone thinks and looks out for themselves but me... i meet with kai today too.... he called me in the middle of my emotional breakdown and when he realized i was in need of a friend he met me at the park.

Polina: what did he say?

Yesina: he told me that the girl i saw him with was one of the photographers for tomorrrow's event.

Polina: wow... don't you feel dumb.

Yesina: *looks at polina with blank expression*

Polina: too soon? sorry...

Yesina: i apologized... i reassured him that he owed me no explanation and that i was out of line. we also talked about everything. what happen with me, yoshi, and freddy. kingston cheating on me. everything.

Polina: and what did he say..

Yesina: he told me to be honest with myself..

Polina: anddd??

Yesina: *shrugs shoulders* that was it.. he left after that.

Polina: well have you been honest with yourself.

Yesina: *sighs* not really.

Polina: well how about you be honest with yourself now... and of course me

Yesina: well about yoshi and that guy dominique —-

Polina: *shakes her head* dominic

Yesina: oh my bad. dominic. the issue isn't about them being together and the issue with jóse and freddy isn't about them hooking up and having a baby the issue is that they hid it from me. i don't like secrets. we are friends! we are a family! there's no need to lie or hide anything. i'm gonna always be understanding. i'm not judgmental at all. i'm happy for the them. i truly am. i just don't like secrets.

Polina: okay okay... what else?

Yesina: *looks at polina* why do you mean what else? that's it.

Polina: Umm what about kingston? kai?

Yesina: *sighs* well when i first met kai i knew we would probably develop a friendship. he just had that look in his eyes when i was auditioning. honestly i thought he was married. but i realized he wasn't when i saw him at the club that night and i didn't notice a ring on his finger. then i thought well maybe he's divorced with kids. i was wrong again. when he first popped up at the salon i was flattered. he took the time out of his day to search for me and brought me flowers. *blushes* then he took me out on a wonderful date. our conversations were everything. and his presences made me feel all bubbly inside. for the first time in a long time i had butterflies floating around in my stomach. and that's what scared me i didn't wanna fall for him. i had no real reason why i just didn't... he's older than me and he's so mature and wise. i've never had anyone like him in my life. he was generous and so nice to me when he barely knew me. feelings got involved quickly and started to think of him often so i used kingston as my distraction. kingston came over and everything he said to me i believed i had start loving him again. he made me feel good too ... but boy was i fooled. i was sort of in a love triangle for moment but when me and kai i sex i—-

Polina: WHOA! whoa whoa wait a minute? you and kai had sex? *shocked*

Yesina: yeaaaah.. i never told anyone. it was a while back.

Polina: *smirks* talk about keeping secrets.. no one knew about this

Yesina: *sighs* that's besides the point lina. the point is that i miss my friends and i think i am in love with kai.

Polina: well seems like you know who you belong with. and it's not that jerk kingston.

Yesina: *nods her head*

Polina: don't you worry about freddy and yoshi. i'll handle that situation *gets up from the couch* in the meantime you work on talking to kai. get some rest sis *kisses her forehead* i love you

Yesina: i love you too ...