The same boy I saw in the hallway is in my next class, art. Besides music, I've always been able to express my feelings through drawing. I slide into a seat in the way back. The boy smirks and sits next to me. He smiles and waves. I grin a bit and look at my lap. My heart flutters a bit. Oh...his flirty smile. I don't even know him but I love him already.
"Hello class...we have a new student today." Ms.Breedlove smiles. The boy next to me (my new name for him until I learn the real one) sighs and walks up to the front. "Introduce yourself...Mr...." "Davis." he interrupts. God his voice is so hot.... "Alright. I'm Christian Davis. I'm different, but that doesn't matter. Love me or not, I'll still hate you." The class giggled, I smiled. "I'm done." Christian jogs back to his seat. "Nice intro." I managed to say. "Thanks." he smiled at me. "I like your shirt." I look down. Suicide Silence. I look up and nod.
As soon as class is over, Christian catches up with me. "What's your schedule? I want to get to know you better. Everyone here is either a whore or a jock. You seem different." he says. Me? Chastain Anderson Pike? I must be dreaming. "After this I have science, math, social studies, the language arts." I say calmly. "Really?" He gasps. "Me too!" "That's so cool!" I smile and flip my hair, acting as flirtatious as possible. Maybe he's gay like me...
During the whole entire day, Christian sits with me. We talk about the bands we like, what our friends are like, and I got a little bit of his backstory. It all stopped when we got on the topic of "what's on your wrists?"
I laugh nervously and whisper. "I don't know..." Christian frowns and gets up. He wraps his warm arms around me and hugs tightly. My heart burst into flames as I inhale his fantastic smell of cologne. "I know. It'll be okay. Wanna come over tonight or so?" he smiles. Surely my parents won't mind. "Sure." I nod.
As soon as school ends, I get on Christian's bus. "Oh look...the emo fag found a boyfriend already!" Vanessa Itzy snickers. "Fuck off whore." Christian spits. I feel safe with this guy. He's my good alright...
I walk off the bus with Christian. It's only been one day and we know more about each other than anyone else. It gets awkward instantly. Christian is blushing as I flip my hair. "Wanna sit down?" he says breaking the ice. I shake my head yes. We sit on a bench, staring into the wilderness. I yawn and start falling asleep on Christian's chest, but from all I can remember he didn't mind.
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(Christian's Point Of View)
I just met Chase, and I already love him. As soon as he falls asleep on me, I run my fingers up and down his arms. He scoots closer to my chest. I smile and close my eyes for a bit. I kiss his head gently, making sure I don't wake him. I hope he doesn't think I'm a creep. After all...we are friends...right?
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Chase's P.O.V
My heart pumps fast as I feel soft lips collide against my head. I keep my eyes closed so he doesn't know I'm awake. I yawn, giving Christian a warning that I was awake. He sits up quickly, removing his hands off my arms. I smile in my head and get up. "Morning sleepy head." Christian smiles. "What time is it?" I groan. "Six." Shit. I checked my phone, nine missed calls. "Fuck..." I mumble. "W-what is it?" Christian asks. "Nothing..." I start running off. "WHERE ARE YOU GOING?" Christian screams in confusion. "I'M SORRY..."
Sorry...
sorry.
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"Where the hell have you been?" My drunken mom screams.
"Just with a friend." I whisper. "Hah..stop lying. You have no friends!" She laughs.
"I do too!" I scream and run up to my room. I've had enough of this family.
I pull out my phone and see I have fifteen unread messages from Christian.
Why did you leave?
I stared at the screen for a bit.
I thought of what to say.
My parents would kill me if I did not come home...
After staring at my text for a few minutes, I finally send it and sigh.
I bet he probably hates me now.
YOU ARE READING
I Hate You With All My Heart
RomanceChase Pike always gets bullied because he's different than most boys. As soon as suicidal thoughts flood his head, things change when the new boy Christian Davis shows him the beauty of life.