Perfect Past | B.BH | [First Book of the Perfect series] | COMPLETED |

43 - Young

It's been a couple of days since Sumin visited the hospital. No results were given to the girl and she couldn't wait any longer. It lingered in her mind, knowing that maybe a human being was growing in her body and she didn't know how she'd take care of it. Sumin didn't have a job, she was only eighteen and not ready to be a mother.

Baekhyun was an idol who definitely had his whole life planned out, and a baby would ruin it. Sure, he said it was a mistake of them both but to be honest, Sumin knew how men could be. Just when the baby would be born, her boyfriend might leave her behind with it, all alone.

And how would she tell this her mother? She already had struggles with her own daughter and now that she might be pregnant would push them further apart, right now when they actually were getting closer.

The phone in her hand was gripped tightly, her hands were sweating and Sumin waited more than an hour for a call from the hospital, until it started to ring. The girl took a deep breath and accepted the call with shaky hands.

"Hello?"

"Hello, is this Ahn Sumin I'm talking to?" The female voice said.

"Yes, it's me. Are the results there?" Sumins voice got quiet and she hugged her legs as she waited for the woman to continue on.

"Yes, they arrived this morning. You might want to sit down while I talk to you."  The weird feeling creeped up on her body again while she heard those words. 

This can't true.

She was pregnant and it was the end for her.

"The tests we did showed us the result that you're not pregnant." Sumin sighed out in relief. This was not what she expected but it was surely making her happy. God must've heard her prayers and he helped her out this time.

"Thank you so much."

"Wait, that's not everything I wanted to tell you." The doctor said and Sumin frowned. "The results also showed that you aren't able to get pregnant."

"What do you mean?" The girl gulped and she could feel how her body went numb.

"I'm sorry but you'll never be able get pregnant in your life. You're infertile."

Sumin pulled the phone away from her ear. Was she wrong? Was it already too early for her to be happy about not being pregnant?

After ending the call, she got up from her bed and walked through her room, trying to think about how she was going to live with that surprise. Sure, it wasn't her intention to get babies in her life so soon, but maybe after getting married. She always imagined how it'd be to have a little baby boy in her arms, or a little princess.

But now, her dreams were crashed into the ground.

Without even realizing it, Sumin started to cry in the middle of her room, staring at the ground as the thought was still creeping in her brain. She had to tell Baekhyun about it. She needed someone to lean on and right now, she just wanted to feel his arms around her, comforting the crying girl about the tragic news.

She looked down at her phone and called him. It was already night but she didn't care. She needed someone to talk to and let her feelings out.

Baekhyun didn't pick up his phone, not after three times of trying to reach him. Sumin sighed out and quickly dialed Chanyeols number in the hope that he would answer.

"Hi Sumin, it's been a long time since we talked!"  His deep voice made the girl smile. At least someone who missed her.

"Hi. I actually wanted to ask you if Baekhyun is at home. I wanted to come over and talk with him."