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Im inlove with a boy for like two years now. I met him when I was in third year college and it was our acquaintance. It was love at first sight the moment our eyes met and the moment he sway his moves. I simply couldn’t take my eyes off of him. I just keep on thinking if I could ever dance with him..But I came back to my senses when one of my friend called me. Kainis oh! Tinawag pa ako,,Okay na sana ako sa kinatatayuan ko..Kasi Kitang-kita ko sya. Panira talga mga kaibigan ko oh..My day ended with the thoughts if I could see him again. ..The next day…. I was wondering around and wooaaahhh!! I thought it was destiny when I saw him getting into the next classroom( beside my classroom). And he looked at me with a big smile in his face, It feels like heaven touches the ground. Para bang my communication kami sa isat-isa sa t’wing magtatagpo ang aming mga mata. Like there’s one could ever say the truth of his feelings for me. Hay! Napakailusyunada ko talaga, but I just pretended that I don’t like him eventhough Im so into him for I was a shy girl.
Time have passed and my feelings for him are getting deeper. But I found out that he has a girlfriend. And they seemed madly inlove with each other which hurts me most. I tried to forget about him, But how,,Kung mismong tadhana na ang naglalapit sa amin. And each time we passed each other he keep on smiling me which I couldn’t forget. That stupid smile…..And every time my activity sa school naming hindi ko mapigilan ang sarili ko na hindi tumingin sa kanya,Panu ba naman kasali sya sa group dance ng school namin…Sabi nga ng kaibigan ko na kasamahan nya sa group dance na ipakikilala nya raw ako sa kanya..Pero ayaw ko, kasi ano pang silbi nun kung ang taong mahal mo ay may mahal ng iba.
After a few months I found out that he and his girlfriend are fighting constantly. Hindi ko alam kung anong mararamdaman ko,Gusto kong matuwa but I never thought this as an advantage. But I cant help myself to be happy..Yeah! I know ang sama-sama ko dahil ikinatuwa ko pa ang nagnyayari sa kanila. But one time they really have a big fight over something and after some days they broke up., How did I know? Well I have partner in crime which is close friend nya. Kaya lahat ng info tungkol sa knya alam ko..Pati schedule ng class nya alm ko..Para na nga akong stalker nito.. Pero nasaktan talga ako ng malaman ko na he got really upset and cried a lot. I want him to share his pain with me, para hindi na sya nagkakaganyan.. After a month I became one of his friend,and I still hid my feeling for him para walang ilangan sa pagitan nmin. We hangout some times and I always comforted him every time he cried, kasi hindi pa sya gaanong nakaka move.on. Lalo na’t nasa iisang classroom lng sila ng ex nya. Mahirap man ang sitwasyon ko pero okay lang as long as napapagaan ko ang damdamin nya. Pero masya parin ako kasi lagi ko na syang nakakasama at tinuruan pa nya akong sumayaw….
Taon din ang lumipas bago nya tlaga nakilumutan ang ex nya… And I was really shock when he told me that he loves me…OO, Ito na nga yung hinihintay ko but. I was speechless that time.. I wanna say “YES” but my mouth got froze…Kaya sinabi nya skin na maghihintay sya sa sagot ko..Simula nun medyo my namuong ilangan sa pagitan namin…Pero kahit ganun ang sitwasyin naming nag-effort parin sya sa panliligaw sakin..At ako naman parang mamamatay na sa sobrang kilig….Wala talga syang ibang ginawa kundi ang pasayahin ako..Kaya ayun..I immediately shared my feelings for him…Then he step forward and hugged me so tightly..That moment I felt like I’m holding the whole world in my arms and it was the best thing ever happened to me.. …
It was all good for almost a year and those were the golden days of my life..But life doesn’t stay on a happy corner.. His old girlfriend wanted him back in her life.. But he said no and I was happy about that… But after that, he started behaving differently, hindi na kami masyadong naguusap o nagkikta kahit nasa iisang school lang kami..Hindi narin sya nagtetxt o tumatawag skin..Kinakabahan talga ako sa nangyayari samin..Ayaw ko syang mawala sa buhay ko..Sobrang mahal ko sya.Hindi ko alam kung anong gagawin ko pagnangyari yun…..But one day, he came to me and said that he is sorry beacause he could not carry on what he is doing …That it would be wrong for him to be with me when his heart and mind is with his ex.. He also said that it wouldn’t be fair to me. I did not say anything to him but my whole world broke apart.. My first LOVE become my first Destruction… I cried and cried..The pain is killing me..I don’t feel like doing anything now a days. At ang mas masakit pa dun ay lagi ko slang nakikitang magkasama..Ang saya-saya nya… I just heard that he and his girlfriend are getting just fine.. And I seem to be floating in the ocean of sadness..Trying to forget about him…. And I know that time heals all the pain he caused to me…........
