"Kenny" , I hear someone whisper into my ear . "Huhhhhh" I groaned "Kenny baby wake up" I heard his soft soothing voice I slowly opened my eyes to see that Justin was sitting next to me.
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"Kenny you gotta go, everyone's eating breakfast downstairs. I even heard Kim come" Justin whispered. I quickly slid on my leggings and my oversized shirt. Justin continuously looked at me up and down. I signaled him to go inside my closet and he did follow. "I'll be right back"'I whispered and quickly made my way downstairs. "Wow sleeping beauty has finally risen" Scott said with much enthusiasm. "It's too early for all this noise, is there a special occasion I'm missing?" I questioned. "We're discussing our Christmas card for this year" Mom said as she handed me over my plate. "It's always a mess, I think we should do all white this year" I suggested. "Denim on Denim again" Khloe butted in. "Don't be such a weirdo Khlo, we cannot do denim on denim for a second year. I was thinking we should do a white shimmer. What do you think about that Kenny?" Kim asked "I don't mind it"'I said before I bit into my sandwich "Sounds like she doesn't love it" Kylie said. I punched Kylie in the arm. "What was that for?" She yelled "That's not what I meant" I said "We should do onesies" Scott said "You're so childish!" Kourtney replied "It's not childish, it's the Christmas spirit . We should do white sparkly onesies! We can get them custom made, my friend that lives in Hidden Hills can custom make them" Kim adds
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I take one last bite of my sandwich, I can't wait to finally go upstairs to see Justin before he sneaks out.
Why am I sneaking Justin into my house ?
I can't let anyone know that Justin and I have been seeing each other for about three months now, it's not good for my career right now. I'm about to take off for two months to model in Milan and then make my way to Australia for a family reunion. "Thank you mom, the food was delicious. I'll see you guys in a bit I'm going to run some quick errands" I said as I washed my plate. "Let me tag along" Scott said "I'm going with the girls, sorry maybe next time" I lied "Ahhh alright" Scott said as I zoomed up the stairs. I got to my room and quickly locked it and opened my closet to see Justin. "Hey Kenny" He whispered Before he could say anything else I laid my lips right on top of his and i then felt him start sucking on my bottom lip. I gave out a small chuckle. Our lips slowly parted away from each other. "You missed me that much huh" He laughed. "Don't think too much of yourself" I rolled my eyes He grabbed my waist and looked me in the eyes. "Do we still have to keep hiding this?" He pouted "You know how the media will act, it'll be very scandalous especially with..." I said "Yeah I know, but I can't keep it a secret. It's really hard to, I crave you all the time and I can't even see you most of the times, because you have to hide me." He whined. I took his hands from my waist and held them. "Don't start love" I said "I'm sorry, but you know how hard this is on me" "And we'll get through this" "By hiding it forever? It's going to take us nowhere" "Not yet, right now is not the perfect time" "Then when is?" "Not now" "Well obvious fuckingly" "And now you're getting mad" "What do you expect" "I expect you to understand" "It's been three months now, I can't wait any longer!"; I quickly put my hand over his mouth "Shhhh!" I hushed "If you can't wait any longer maybe-" I added "Yeah I can't" He said "You really can't?" I asked "You're keeping me a secret, what even is this?" "You don't understand" "I never understand anything, that's what you always say. However, I do understand you just don't want a relationship" "That's not it" "You know that's it, because your anxiety starts to kick in" "Please stop" "And then you start shutting everyone out" "Get out" "Sooner or later you were going to shut me out"
