20 minutes later
Im out of the shower, i wrap the towel round my body and head back into my bedroom,over to the dressing table located in a corner of my room, get my hairdryer and dry my hair,i decide to curl my hair too, and thats what i do with my multi-styler...life saver!
After that i decide to get dressed, brush my teeth,wash my face,put my bracelets on,earrings in, my 'hopeful' necklace and tie my converse. I head back over to my dressing table and decide for some natural makeup.
Fairly pale foundation, small amount of eyeliner and masare and a pale oink lipstick, no blusher because i know ill blush if leondre or charlie notice me!
By this time its 10-15 so i decide to go downstairs, my mums sorted me some breakfast but im not hungry so settle for a cup of tea.
Just then i get a notification on my iphone, Jess has posted on facebook.."Time to leave for the bars and melody meet and greet, i know leo is gonna love me!" Jess is in my year,(were both 13) and go to the same school,berry high! Shes bullied me since year 7 and thats the cause of my self harming, i really wanna move but my mums finding it hard getting another job in a different location so we have to stay.
"Come on then sweetie time to go"
Oh no,jess will be there too..what if she sees me?! She makes my life a misery,i cant take much more.
"Okay mum",i give out a fake smile.
We walk out of the door together,i should be so excited but im full of fear.
