What??? Just go away !!! Leave me alone!! Get out of my life I said all that to them I never really knew it would come true I never really knew how bad u can break a persons heart until life broke mine. My names Alex, alex padaliaki , alex Collins , Alex Ackles , I can change it to whatever I want but do I want to change it , do I really wanna be the runaway orphan, do I have to be the timid 14 year old who chokes back her tears just see others smile.I know I am being unclear I just don't want to talk to people about this but I do I want to let everything out but there's a road block in my mouth I just can't . I cant smile I can't laugh I can barely talk and no I don't have cancer or some life snatching disease but I wish I did it'd be easier that way . I am just a normal 14 year old with a not soo normal story , I mean it is pretty normal if ur parents die right? And the last thing u said to them was I hate u?
