Me And My Inner Thoughts

Dad...

Who are you who do you think you are to me to be able to just barge in here and just declare yourself my father well you can't and you arent and you never will be my father you don't even know the slightest bit about me.How did you even find me?You don't have any idea who iam so tell me why do you all of sudden just wanna come back into our lives don't you think you've done enough all ready by leaving us i never even knew who you were till now and even so i'm not sure i wanna even give you that title.So please tell me where were you when i opened my eyes for the first time or when i said my first word took my first step made my first mess,lost my first tooth, learned how to ride my bike skinned my knee broke my wrist when i had my very first day of school,made my very first friend,where were you when i made my first homerun or got bullied so much where were you when i had my first kiss and had my first boyfriend or when i had my first broken heart when i went to my very first school dance when i learned to drive and got my very first car and most importantly where were you when we got the news that mom was sick and wasnt getting better or when i needed a shoulder to cry on because mom was dead.