Louis p.o.v.
me liam danielle and niall were just sitting around in the living area and watching films and then all of a sudden the phone rang and liam answered it.
"sup zayn?" liam said
zayn said something into the phone and he dropped the phone the blood drained from his face and he started shaking he collapsed on the floor and danielle went to his side
"liam baby what happened?" danielle said
"harry... bleeding.,dying...ambulance..zayns house" is all liam managed to say.
i carried liam to the car and niall got in beside me his face was drained from colour and i was shaking i managed to reached zayns house and as me and the boys got into zanys house zayn was sobing violently in his room so we went in there and in his hand was paper and a red book. i read the note and we all did we burst out in tears and zayn was frozen when he read the diary he checked his phone and his face drained from colour and he read the tweets out to us niall started sobbing i had to hold niall and then zayn read something from the diary.
dear diary,
well i kissed zayn.. and he dont know how that one kiss effected me so much the boy cant see it! it hurts to know hes completely smitten with perrie and im just sat there like an awkward fucking potato.. yes i used potato but you should see the way zayn looked i mean fuuckk he's got a blonde streak through his hair and everything and its just yeah um 'hashtag' gay side approaching..
well i see perrie and zayn all loved up and it hurts.. alot if only he knew what he was doing to me! i mean you cant help but fall for the guy hes perfect.
sooooo...
i feel sorry for you diary putting up with me.. and my suicidal thoughts i mean im hard work right?
anyway im taking my life tonight so this is the last time your gonna be used.. thanks for listening to me i guess.. well cya?
harry x
we headed off to the hospital and two hours later the nurse came out and yeah the news was fucking terrible,
i mean a week?!
niall is trembling in my arms i hold him close and sigh to myself
how will i be able to live without my hazza?
zayn looks terrible he wont eat he wont drink he will just stay by harrys side and cry liam has to force feed and drink him then zayn just crys again.
zayns broken.
and harry is the only person to fix him.
Zayns p.o.v
Its been a week since harry tried killing himself, he still aint improved and he has half an hour to wake up or even show signs of improvement or he's dead. The fans are going crazy about harry's tweets they're so confused and I feel bad for them we had to say harry got hacked and there's nothing to worry about but there's everything to worry about I mean harrys in LOVE with me? And yes I do feel the same wait no you dont zayn shut up I'm still with perrie what do you expect me to do? 'Perrie I think i love harry and he loves me ok bye' no I can't do that to her but I need to find a way.to break it with her?
A voice snapped me out of my trance.
"One minute until we switch off please say your goodbyes"
NO! No no,
"NO YOUR WRONG! HARRY CAN'T! YOU CANT GIVE UP YOUR A NURSE WERE IN A HOSPITAL SORT THIS OUT HE CANT DIE DONT GIVE UP ON HIM PLEASE!" I shout my voice breaking.
I was sobbing uncontrollably as she turned to the switch she had her fingers on it and then i looked at harry and his eyes slowly opened as he took in the scenery and stared right at me before croaking a really weak.
"Zayn?".
"HARRY! Your alive you absolute twat how could you leave me like this harry!" I sobbed
"You got the note?" He asked
The door opened to find someone there but I could'nt care less.
"yes i did harry and you should of told me man i would of talked to you about it i mean i dont know if i love you harrry ive just accepted the fact im bi? well i think.. but harry i promise i'll work out these feelings and i wont lead you on just right now i need to work this out but your still my brother and i love you" I manage to say he's now sitting up with teartained cheeks I lean and kiss him softly on his lips and then i felt a tap on my shoulder.
"P-perrie?" I choke.
"Zayn" Perrie said
"perrie i am so sorry" I say
"zayn dont worry we'll have a break so you can figure out these feelings i'll still be here" Perrie said hugging all of us.
'Bye guys!I'll text you later z!" She said
"So you kiss me then ignore me? Harsh" harry joked.
"Shut up and how are you? Feel better yes no?" I say
"So much better just tired and aching" harry said
"thats good then im sorry i never noticed" i say
"no its fine" harry said.
"wait hold up HOW THE FUDGE ARE YOU TIRED YOU'VE BEEN ASLEEP FOR THE PAST 3 WEEKS HAROLD" louis said loudly
"hi to you too louis" harry said
then the nurse walked in and said "well Mr Styles it seems like you have improved dramatically and hopefully if you carry on improving the way you are you will be discharged in six days, your boyfriend I assume will go home tonight and get some rest shower and shave and come back tomorrow morning okay? Im going to give you 10 minutes before he leaves" I blushed.
"boyfriend ey?" I joke
"shut it malik or your gonna be in this hospital bed" harry said winking
"only if its with you then yes" I say winking back,
"go to sleep babe I'll be back tomorrow" I say
harry nodded before falling asleep.
ive nearly lost him once,
and im never loosing him again.
or so i thought..
Perries p.o.v
that fucking cheating cunt,
im going to get revenge.
even if it kills me.
harry styles you will die.
louis tomlinson niall horan and liam payne you will be tortured and kidnapped
and zayn malik? oh you've got something coming.
one direction are going downnn.
rest in peace to your fame boys.
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VasHappenin? sorry i know its late i fell asleep and omg i had so much homework omg.
but yeah what you guys think? like hate?
sorry about the mistakes i wrote this on my phone!
vote comment fan i dont bite!
-J x.
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