Break-ups, love and engagement rings

The build up

I can not believe what happened last night! Alfie proposed, and it was so unexpected, I'm so glad I get to spend the rest of my life with Alfie!

Tonight was going to be a great night though because me and Alfie where having a quite night in and going over wedding plans. It's only September and we want to get married in summer next year so we have plenty of time! I don't think I've not been so excited in such a long time! Plus my panic attacks have basically disappeared which is just fantastic.

I got in around half 5 that night. I had in my hands wedding magazines and lots of them. Hair, make-up, dresses, locations, honey moons the lot. You could clearly see Alfie was a bit taken back by it all. I had been planning the perfect wedding in my head since about the age of 13 and I knew excactly what dress I wanted!

We had been going through wedding stuff for ages! It had gotten to half 11 and I was so tired I could hardly turn the page on my magazines. Alfie though wasn't that bad so he stayed up for a little while longer and later joined me in bed and around half 1 I never properly woke up but I could feel his tall muscular body climb into bed next to me. I really was excited to have getting in bed beside me every night for the rest of my life. I loved this boy so much! I really do hope we have the perfect life I've hoped for.