My past

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My past
Hey my name is Holly, and before we tell you about my life now let's talk about my past. I was born on July 8, 2003. Black hair,green eyes, and not so noticeable dimples and I'm short );. I have a sister that's older by three years and a mom and a dad. My dads never home I got blamed for it why, you may ask because he was always home until I was born. So I was hated on but not badly my mother just didn't let me play or get out of my room. Then when I was six my mother decided I was old enough to get physically abused. She would hurt me a lot, I always had to wear pants and long sweatshirts to school. I was bullied at school but I had one friend named Layla. My sister is Grace, she dossent hurt me but she threatens me. My dad usually came home around 11:00 but I'm not sure I never was up when he came home. At 12 I started cutting my wrists and thighs. At 14 my parents got a divorce because my dad would lets say "love" other girls.

My life now
Now I'm 16 yes, I still get abused but now by both my mother and my sister now. My mom is usually drunk now let's start getting you into my life now.I got up and got ready for school. My sister is getting always getting pampered with makeup when I'm getting ready for breakfast. My breakfast is very small just one piece of bread.But I am pretty fat so the one piece of bread is actually a good amount. As I get ready to walk out the door.... "mistake, useless, worthless, ugly, overweight". "Yes I already know you tell me everyday" "walk you may loose weight". I get to school and sit by the bench. I'm still friends with Layla so she always comes and talks to me. As I'm on my phone "HEY HOLLY" "god you scared me well hi". "There's a new boy!" "Great a new person to bully me yay..." "no no me and him are friends". "HES COMING NOWWW" I put on my hood getting ready to run and cry "h-hey I'm uh No-" "NOAH". "Y-yea you know cause we're friends". He walked over and sat by me "hey your very pretty and seem nice wanna be friends?" I looked up and took my hood off "h-heh funny".He looked over to Layla "she gets bullied she dossnt trust much"she nudged me. "Yes I will be your friend I'm Holly" "Noah!" *bell rings*

After school
"Hey ugly ass" "shut the fuck up Rachel" "no ready for AFTER SCHOOL BEATING" "yes everyday".Right as she was gonna punch me "back away" I looked up to see Noah pushing her away. "Come here Holly" I walked over to him "stay the fuck away from her plastics" "WE AREN'T PLASTICS!". We walked away."Hey uhm thanks for helping me" "no problem wanna hang out?" "S-sure" (after a long time of hanging out). He walked me home "thanks for this amazing day" "no problem here's my number" "thanks talk soon!". I started to cry as he walked away remembering that even if he saved me from Rachel and her squad he can't save me from my family members. He ran back to me "hey hey what's wrong" "the reason is ugly you don't wanna know" I ran inside my house.
Noah's POV
"FUCK what did I do this time I always mess up"."Wait is it" -sniffs self- "no I don't smell bad maybe she'll tell me tomorrow"

Morning at Holly's
*thinking* should I wear shorts or pants, pants your to fat for shorts dummy. "Sigh" not in the mood for makeup -walks downstairs and grabs bread". "Ew what happened to your face" laughed Grace "idk". "Also your instagram picture ew your ugly my butt pops in my pictures" "maybe you could photoshop your ugly personality too" "just leave disappointment". -Walks to school and sits down- "hey Holly!" "Hey Layla hey Noah". "Hey Layla can I told to Holly alone" said Noah "Sure" -Layla walks away-. "Why did u cry and run away from me yesterday" "you really wanna know Noah" "well I mean if I can...". -Holly shows him her arms- "IS THAT FROM THOSE BULLYS" shouted Noah "it's from my mom and sister" I stuttered "I-I'm so sorry". -he sat down and hugged me tight- h-he was so warm *-* -Layla walk over "oooh sorry did I come back too soon love birds?"  -we both blushed- "NO WE ARENT LOVE BIRDS" we both screamed". -We both stood up-  "Back off my man" said Rachel "we're not dating"  "STAY AWAY FROM HIM" "don't yell at m-my girlfriend!" -I stared at him and shook my head-. "Oh she is huh prove it" -he leaned in close and kissed me- "UGH COME ON GIRLS" "w-why did you do that?" "I was sick of them bulling you". **bell rings**
Should I make a part two or is it too bad😂
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⏰ Last updated: May 26, 2019 ⏰

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