i acknowledge how many times you've fucked up and the fact that everytime you're in my life you manage to make me want you to get out of it. despite that, a part of me will always desire for us to just be happy together. i know what you've been through and i understand in what ways that may have shaped you into being the cold hearted person you are today. maybe this is why i still long for you after all the shit that you do to me, im always justifying your actions but you cannot keep getting away with being such a dick. i know there's love in your heart deep beneath the act that you've gotten used to putting on and i want to be the one to find it.
