No Reason | ATEEZ Yunho x Mingi

No Reason

ATEEZ Yunho x Mingi
angst, fluff
TRIGGER WARNING
Based on the song „And I'm Here" by Kim Kyung-hee (April 2nd)
I hope you like it <3
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And I'm here just, just like
I used to be
We were here in old days,
with you, with me

We looked over the sea of rooftops together. We joked and laughed and you were always worried i could fall when I walked on the edge of the roof. You were always there to pull me back and catch me.
What did change since yesterday? What did my words do with us..

Why was I so stupid to believe there was something between us, something deeper than friendship.

[yesterday]

„Yunho! I brought Pizza with me!" I heard someone call out for me.

I jumped down from the higher edge of the roof and landed back on the save ground.
I was always on the roof of the building i lived in when I was feeling down. I just sat on the edge and watched over all the other buildings around. I watched people living their daily life, walking in and out the grocery store, running to their cars cause they were late for work, or just walked around with friends of them. It was relaxing to see everything happen while it's quiet around me.
Sometimes I envied them mastering their life so well.
I didn't. My life was a mess. My feelings were a mess, that's why I was feeling down so often.
I had feelings, feelings for someone who didn't feel the same.
I had feelings for my best friend Mingi.
I never wanted to tell him about my feelings, I knew he wouldn't feel like I feel and I didn't want to destroy our friendship.
I couldn't bare losing him as my friend.

I watched as he walked over to our usual spot, putting up some chairs and dragging a small little table in between them.

„I told you a million times I hate it when you sit or walk on that edge. It's freakin dangerous."
He watched me a serious look on his face.

„I don't fall."

„Yeah of course, because you're growing wings or asking that bird for a ride back up or what?"

„Isn't that a little too unrealistic? I would of course shoot strings out of my hands and get back up myself. No need for a bird."
We both laughed.

„You didn't sound that well on the phone earlier so I thought you needed some comfort food. Pizza alright?"

„Pizza is great, just what I needed. You're the best!" I said excited, keeping myself from hugging him, although I really wanted to.

We sat on the table eating and joking. It was exactly what I needed... He was exactly what I needed in that moment.

My whole life, and all my heart
You're my whole life,
and all my heart

„So why did you feel down again? Is anything bothering you lately?" he asked chewing on a piece of pizza.

„Well ... actually..." I paused. „It's nothing.."

„Nothing? It doesn't seem like nothing"

„It's nothing you can help me with..."