Grayson's POV
Quick notes: when Ethan is talking it's in bold and when Grayson is talking it's the regular print.
Some casual swearing
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Ethan has been annoying me recently about going out more. I don't really like to go out but I think it would be a good idea.
Today Ethan and I have plans to hangout with Emma and James to film a video. So he and I get in his car and start to drive to Emma's house. I'm casually scrolling threw twitter and I see a tweet from SSSniperwolf
"Hey have any of u heard about the meet and greet. If so should I go?"
I like the tweet and go on with scrolling threw twitter.
*A few hours later*
After filming the video I realize that I low key really want a girlfriend. watching Emma and Ethan casually being a relationship it made me jealous. Then they decided to hold hands in the middle of the video under the table. That definitely ticked me off but I can't say anything because that just weird. I do wanna tell him about it because he is my twin brother so I guess I'll tell him about it once we get home.
*At home*
Ethan and I walk in and Ethan just lays down on the couch and gets on his phone. I go over to the kitchen and get my leftover Starbucks drink from earlier. I'm kinda hungry so I say
"Hey Ethan."
"What?"
"I'm hungry what should I Postmate?"
"I don't care."
"Just give me an idea."
"Grayson I don't care!"
"Bro just give me an idea it's not that hard."
"I don't fucking care bro!"
"Fine I'll order some pizza!"
"Cool."
I order the pizza and wait for it to get here.
*40 minutes later*
At this point Ethan was dead asleep on the couch. I wake him up and tell him to either get up and eat or go to his bed and sleep. He decided to get up and eat with me. I get a plate for him and I and I tell him to sit at the table because I wanted to talk to him about something.
"What did you want to talk about"
"Umm I don't know how to really explain this... I think I'm kinda... lovesick? If that makes sense"
Not surprisingly Ethan burst into laughter.
"Omg are you fucking serious hahaha. just get a girlfriend then."
"But I'm not really interested in anyone Ethan."
"Bro nobody seems interesting right now? Nobody?"
"Honestly no. Nobody is really catching my interest but I just want a girlfriend."
"I can't really help you if you're into literally nobody."
"I don't want you to help I just wanted to talk to you about it."
"Here's an idea lets scroll threw twitter and see if anyone catches your eye."
"Bro why that sounds so stupid?"
"Do you want my help or not Grayson?"
"I already said I don't want your help Ethan."
"Fine then I'm going to bed. Goodnight Grayson."
"Uh okay then. Goodnight E"
That didn't help me at all. I don't know what I wanted him to do but it definitely wasn't that. I get up put away the pizza and wash all the dishes and then go to bed. As I walk to my room I hear Ethan and Emma on FaceTime. For some reason that made me so angry. I got to my bedroom and slammed the door.
"BRO YOU GOOD?" Ethan yells from his room.
"Yeah I'm fine." I say quietly from my room.
*30 minutes later*
Thinking about how much I want a girlfriend is keeping me up right now. Maybe Ethan was right. Maybe I should scroll threw twitter. I mean I've got nothing to lose. I grab my phone from the other side of my bed and open Twitter.
Azzy @AzzyLand
Uh maybe?
Elmo @Itsselmo_
Oof that's a hard one also illegal
Gabi DeMartino @GabCake
No.
Logan Paul @Loganpaul
Nah that's just weird
Lia @sssniperwolf
Oo she's hot but she's got a boyfriend I think.
Meredith @Meredithmickleson
No that's very wrong.
Wow the only people who look interesting are in relationships just amazing. That's enough of that for tonight. I put my phone down and turn back over and go to bed
Btw this is an au and Grayson is bi for more possibilities in the future
Next part is gonna be more interesting I swear this is kinda just context like I said in the authors note.
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