[JIMIN] PLAYFUL HEARTS {under hiatus}

Chapter 21

KINAUMAGAHAN ng makita kong si Hana. Hindi ko siya kayang malapitan, ewan ko ba kung bakit. Lalapit na nga ako.

"Good Morning! How's last night?" I asked. I'm grinning ear to ear.

"You're so annoying really, amber?" She rolled her eyes. She's not in a good mood.

"Awww, my baby Hana. Forgive me." I saw her looked at me with a pout. I miss her looks like this. Since, she can't remember anything.

"Ang cute mo." I said.

She widened her eyes, this is her reaction too when I told her she was cute before. Damn, she punch my shoulders.

"Bat mo ako sinuntok?! Ang sakit nun ha?" I awed in pain.

"Masakit ba?" Inosenteng tanong niya.

"Gusto try ko sayo?" I questioned her back. This girl really.

I rubbed my shoulders then I noticed Hana staring at the sky. I wonder what happened last night.

I can see it in her eyes. Confuse, broken, and feeling like a depressed woman.

Nararandaman kong iiyak na to any time. Sa pagdako ng segundo, minuto at oras pwede na itong umiyak sa harapan ko. May nangyari kaya?....

F L A S H B A C K

NANG pauwi na si Hana galing sa parke, she already have a feeling. Feeling niya may nangyayari nasa Hospital.

Binilisan niyang maglakad at nang makarating siya, may nakita siyang pamilyar na mukha. Napaisip siya ng makita si Johnny na nakatayo sa harap ng nurse.

That nurse, she's ate Jianne. Siya yung school nurse. What is she doing here?

I grabbed my phone and saw the date today. Today, today is Wednesday and of course mamita is uere by now. Ms. Jianne is her personal nurse here in Korea. Damn, I want to leave here.

But I want to see my mom. I needed to see her. Mom, tell me what is going on by now. I really need an answer.

I felt my head ache again. Now, I just want to be with Mom's embrace. I miss her damn much.

I sighed and got in the way of my mothers room.

Pagkarating ko sa taas may nakita akong dalawang dalaga na nakaupo sa waiting area. The evil twins. I just felt nervous and dizziness all over my body. I can't even look at them just for a second.

I stepped aside and they notice me.

"Oooh! The amnesia girl is here. What's up Hana?" They smirked. Not this time Hana, you can't show your weakness in front of the devil.

"Mamita is here, so leave now." The other one warned.

I stood still. Not wanting to hear anything but I was bothered to ask them.

I wanted to run away but for my sake, I won't.

Nakita kong lumabas sa room ni Mama si Ate Jenny. I just ignored her, nararamdaman kong napatingin sakin si ate.

Lumapit siya sakin at dinala ako sa nurse station.

"Bat mo ako dinala rito? Diba nasabi ko na---" Natigilan ako ng napabuntong hininga siya at niyakap ako.

"H-Hana, sorry kung wala a-kong magawa, sorry. Si mamita kasi--" I know what she mean. This is the last night that I have to visit my mom.

Tumango ako at binitawan niya ako. She is crying. I handed her a blanket so she can wipe her tears.

"Ingatan niyo si Mommy. Send my hi to mamita, goodbye!" I wave at her once again and left the hospital.

Nararamdaman ko na malalayo na talaga ako sa kanila. I don't even know why do they hate me that damn so much.

I can't, I can't do this anymore, gusto kong malaman ang katotohanan. Alam ko na may amnesia ako pero hindi ko naman ikinailala. Pero ang lagi lang na nasa isip ko, sino nga ba talaga ako? Ano nga ba ako? Isang bababeng walang kaalam-alam tungkol sa sarili niya.

Isang babaeng walang nagtatanggol sa kanya. Nararamdamn kong wala na akong kwenta na dapat pang ipagpatuloy sa mundong ito. Can't I just live happily?

E N D O F F L A S H B A C K

MATAPOS kong ikuwento kAmber ang nangyari kagabi, sinabi niya na pwede naman raw akong tumira sa bahay nila pero hindi ako sumangayon.

Ngayong nasa cafeteria ako, nararamdaman ko ang mga tinginanan ng mga estudyante sa direksyon ko. Hindi ko man alam kung anong meron sa kanila ngayon kasi simula ngayon wala na akong pakiilam kung anong nangyayari sa paligid ko.

Wala akong dapat malaman, maliban nalang sa aking mga katanungan na laging andyan.

I can feel someone staring at me. I just ignored it.

Damn, I'm so done with this life!

I slammed my table and left the cafeteria.

I skipped my class today cause I want to refresh my mind! I want to see my mom. Wake her up and ask her!

I need a reason, an valid reason!

SHE arrived at the end of the hospital which is her mothers room. She camenhere to see her mom.She let out a sigh and broke down. She knew it, she was depressed. If I can only remember everything then I'll leave. The thought of leaving made her more depressed. I don't want to leave. She can feel herself getting dizzy.

"Mom, I'm so sorry. If I did something wrong please forgive me. I know that you won't hear me, but please hear me out. I want to know everything. I want you back mom. I miss you so damn much mom." She hold her hand and caressing it gently. Ibinaon niya ang kanyang sarili sa kama at humagulgol.

"I know that I'm stupid but mom, I need you."

TO BE CONTINUED

[a/n: diba sabi ko nga double update tayo ngayon! by the way, you know the MAP OF THE SOUL: PERSONA? my kings are coming back! and i'm so excited! i can't wait to hear and watch them. by the way, i pre-ordered in amazon and it was so cool. it's my first timw to pre-order online and i'm so excited! can't wait to see them performing again! btw, how's this chapter going? hope you enjoy! once again, spread love no hate! 💜]