Osomatsu x Reader: Anxiety

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*tw: anxiety, panic attacks*
     It started off as a normal, or as normal as it can be, at the Matsuno residence. Your boyfriend, Osomatsu, begged you to meet his family for weeks now, and you finally caved and decided it's better to do it now. You all sat down for dinner, the sextuplets were seated in their usual fashion, except you were wedged right next to Osomatsu. Lively chatter and snide remarks were thrown from one brother to the next, but the atmosphere was relatively relaxed, except you were in a state of unrest. 'What if they think I'm an idiot? Oh my god, they probably fucking hate me. His parents probably despise me! What if they all turn on me? What if I die alone?' You were consumed with your thoughts that you didn't hear Osomatsu calling your name. You jumped slightly when you felt him gently nudge your arm. "Babe? You alright? You were zoned out for a bit." You sucked in a breath and gave him a shaky smile. "Y-Yeah, I'm okay hon. I just, um, need to go to the restroom. Excuse me for a bit!" With that, you took off into the bathroom and shut the door, trying to catch your breath.
     'They think I'm an idiot now, don't they? Osomatsu probably hates me now. Fuck, I can't breathe! I'm dying, aren't I? Osomatsu's just gonna find my corpse in the bathroom!' Your breathing got shallow, not able to get enough air in your lungs, and you panicked even more. You could feel tears welling up in your eyes, but you didn't register that you were crying. Meanwhile, back in the other room, Osomatsu was debating whether or not to check on you. "I'll be back guys." He quickly scurried off to the bathroom and knocked softly on the door. "(Y/N)? Are you okay?" Through the door, he could hear your shallow breaths and muffled sobs. "(Y/N)? Baby?" You shakily called out to him, asking him to come in. Osomatsu quickly shuffled in, finding you curled up on the floor, crying and shakily. "(Y/N), I need you to breathe with me, baby. Come on." Osomatsu gently ran a hand up and down your back, trying to at least distract you for a moment. "Come on, baby. Breathe in for 4 seconds," he took in a breath, coaxing you into copying him, "hold it for 5 seconds... and breathe out for 7 seconds." You shakily copied him, a bit too fast the first time, but slowly you got the hang of it. Osomatsu stayed with you until you were coherent enough to listen and understand most of what he was saying. "Good job, baby. Keep breathing for me okay? I'm gonna get you-" Osomatsu was cut off by Choromatsu slowly inching in, handing a wet cloth to him.
     "We can make her some tea, you stay with her." Osomatsu nodded, thankful, for once, that his brothers were eavesdropping on him. Your boyfriend kept gently rubbing your back, whispering soft words of comfort and encouragement to you. "Y-You know, you're s-scarily good at d-dealing with this." Osomatsu laughed gently and pressed a kiss to your cheek. "Choromatsu has anxiety, babe. It always seems like I find him in a panic attack, so I have good practice." A few moments later, Choromatsu came back and handed Osomatsu the cup of tea, nodded to the 'eldest' of the sextuplets, and ducked out, closing the door gently behind him. "I'm sorry, Osomatsu..." Said man tilted his head and laughed softly, taking a seat next to you on the floor. "Baby, there is nothing to be sorry about. You have anxiety and that's okay. I know for sure Choromatsu won't tell the others. He'll probably just say he caught us fucking or something." You playfully slapped him, still a little shaky, but able to breathe normally now. "You're an idiot." Osomatsu laughed and wrapped you in a hug, pressing multiple kisses to your face and jaw. "Yeah, maybe I am, but I'm your idiot." You smiled sheepishly at him and nodded. "Yeah, you are. But, um, could you help me up? It's not exactly comfortable on the floor and I'm still hella shaky."
     A few moments later, you both emerge from the bathroom and flop onto the couch, him more so than you as he practically pulled you down onto him. The brothers all looked over at him and laughed. Todomatsu rolled his eyes playfully and said, "If he could, he'd probably make you stay there and be lazy with him all day." That did sound like a stellar idea to you, but you didn't let Osomatsu know that lest you seal your fate of being bound to the couch by your lazy boyfriend. Either way, though, you were significantly more calm and it seemed like everyone understood. 'I...could get used to this...'

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