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when she wrote it ; on tour
why she wrote it ; she was getting more hate than usual for making a joke in an interview
when she wrote it ; after jack died
why she wrote it ; she felt like now she had no one to go to when her depression got bad again
when she wrote it ; after jack died
why she wrote it ; when she means holding onto someone, she means figuratively. she held onto the things that reminded her of jack, and while they helped during that specific moment, they hurt her in the end because she just ended up missing him more.